Good Morning

Good Morning, Good Morning, Good Morning!!!!!

This is the day that the lord has made, Let us rejoice and be glad in it.

Today is the inspection. I am so ready for it to be over.

I found Hannah in the bible, 1Samuel Chapter 1.

It was refreshing to read it, I read the King James version as well as the NIV.

I think I find it hard to believe in the vision God has for me. But believe I must. I have to live like the dream is here and real. I keep searching for why, when, how. God constantly just tells me to trust him. Let go and stay focused on him. Moments when I do let go and just say, "OK God, take over" (and I truly mean it) then he does and the world is not so bad. I need more of those moments. I pray that God will hear my prayers from the heart and know that I love him. I spent a lot of time in  quiet meditation on and about God yesterday. I asked God to help me walk this walk, help me to not say things to hurt you when you are truly trying to help me. I asked God to let me think before I speak. Maybe that's why my tongue is tied. But I asked God to show me what to do, and that was to love you. Not care what anyone thinks and says, just love you. Hmmm. How do I do that? Continue to believe in you. Really believe in you. Let no one influence me about you and me. Know that I know what I know about this relationship. Be a friend and partner to you. I'm going to try this.

OK, back on the road again.

Hugs and kisses to you, my friend. See you this evening. I will be picking up my dish from the rectory around 6pm.