Sunday, July 26, 2015

God Will Deal With The Crazy


http://bible.com/111/jud.1.19-23.niv

It is going to be all right. Jesus set me free. You have to trust real love for yourself. No one can tell you who to love and when it's real. You are amazing and worthy of love. Mature or immature, love knows no boundaries. God believes a true heart. You are amazing and there is only one of us in this world as with God, all good things are possible. I will trust God to guide my decisions. I have to believe in a stronger power because if this is it then I am in real trouble. God's Power is my strength, daily, when I think of all that God has done for me, I'm in awe. God has kept me through the hard times and will continue to keep me. I trust that God is looking out for me, God you are amazing. I worship you God.help me to dream about the yet to come. Holy Spirit stir my soul so that you are amazing everyday of my life. Bless our gifts and know tha we accept you as a living sacrifice. We sacrifice our life to you Lord. We will not be intimidated by what the world throws at us but as mature Christians we will get up and know that God will keep us and stop us from falling.

Friday, July 24, 2015

Helping Family

You know what I find to be the biggest help I can do out here is to give them the time to sleep. Having a fourteenth month old is out of this world. They don't care if you are tired or your knee can't make the stairs as quickly as they can or want you to ca Ray them. Grandma can't move as quick. Believe you me this little mister is one busy fellow. I am happy to give my grandchild some grandma time. If they can sleep and rest and get their bearings back, maybe there won't be so much arguing. God, I pray that you protect this relationship. It's loving on the surface, but what are they not showing me? I've seen too many headlines to know there is always another side, the truth. I'm going to watch three coins in a fountain. I have never seen this movie before but it's suppose to be a classic. I want that feeling again when I knew you wanted me. Good Night.

New Day


Psalm 35:1-31 
Contend, Lord, with those who contend with me;
fight against those who fight against me.
Take up shield and armor;
arise and come to my aid.
Brandish spear and javelin
against those who pursue me.
Say to me,
“I am your salvation.”

Dear God each and every day remember me and my loved ones. Prayers and hope constantly go out for us to keep the faith. This fight is not ours, it truly is the Lord's fight. We do our part by being constantly in society's face about injustices. What we can do, we do. Never be silent about the right thing to do. If Donald  Trump can get so much attention by making himself sound like a champion for idiots, what does that say for the ruling society that has the money. He's just saying what the people want to hear. Blasting any and everybody. It's good that he can split the Republican voting population. The politicians have lost their focus. Every last one of them running for president are millionaires who are out of touch with the reality of society. How can they not see that some type of economic help has to accompany the choices for our youth and their families. Please see that most people are one paycheck away from the poverty lines. I think they truly don't care. It's all about what I can do for me and if I don't have to deal with the problems of society in my world then I will turn a blind eye. I'll think about Christmas in July and some other irrelevant thing so I don't have to deal with the truth. The truth is too ugly and painful, plus I might find out I'm to blame, and God forbid I should do something about it. Institutional Neglect. It's more than just the racism it's the classism that's really hurting our country. Financial disparity. The haves and the have nots. How much to give, how much is enough, how much is too much, and what are they going to do with what I give them? Fear that we will mess it up, waste it or better yet, actually do better and then become competive in the playing field. Enough. How do we get out of the barrel and not kill each other in the process. Where is our humanity for each other? Love one another as we love ourselves. If we love God then we can love others. Let's Find some love within our lives. Find a way to care for others. Not just a few people caring, but a whole lot of people, especially the ones with the serious money caring and helping the ones without. If the blacks with serious money were able to get together and plan sound financial strategies then they could make a huge difference. We can work together to save ourselves but it's always a struggle that gets more talk and less action, a little bit here and a little bit there, never enough to really make a true difference. I believe we can do it. I believe you have been a voice of injustice in our society and will continue to be for a very long time. You spark the consciousness of the people to act and react to injustice. You keep it on the front burners not the back burners. That's why people will stand with you. You are not a fair weather friend. You stay the course, through thick or thin, you chose not to give up or waiver in your faith. God is with you on this challenging journey. You could have walked away many times but you didn't. You could have made it easy, but you didn't. You could have backed down, but you didn't. Many choices you made in life always seem to relate to the hard road and not the easy road. Persistence is your middle name. You have found success with that strategy even though it wasn't easy. Look at your accomplishments for your parish. You have turned a dying community into a blossoming industry. Struggles constantly come, but you are still there and so is a thriving community that probably wouldn't be without you. You are special, loved, needed and just my own personal hero, I'll follow you anywhere. Keep the Faith Baby, it may not get easier, but know that you are not alone on the journey. I love you. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone.

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Missing You

11 You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
12 that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
Lord my God, I will praise you forever.

Thank God for the Spirit. In the Spirit we are one. I pray for us daily. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I ask God to keep you safe and away from harm. I know you are challenging the wrongs that are around us and unfairly accused of stuff you didn't do, but be encouraged. Your voice is heard by many. Even in Seattle. Many people stand with you, not against you. I am with you in Spirit. I cringe when I say that because you always say, "yea right" but that's the best I can do now. I love you and pray for you daily. Don't be discouraged. Praise God forever. God can change things. 

Sunday, July 19, 2015

Sunday Service

Trust in God! He will not fail us. Every time, God is with us and able to keep us. Every Praise is to Our God!
This is the day that the Lord has made.
Bless the Lord and give God the Glory.
If God has ever blessed you, then from your mouth, give praise. God my Savior, deliverer, and healer. Thank you God for your goodness and what you are planning to do. Worthy is the Lamb. You are Holy, Holy, Holy Indeed.
You are awesome in this place, Mighty God. I seek you out. You are worthy of our praise, Mighty God. Suddenly, I feel you holding me. Jesus sweep me away. Flowing from my heart are the issues I am grateful for. I'm grateful for God's protection. I thank God for everything he has done in my life. I'm grateful for his promise to always be there for me to worship and to know his amazing grace. I want to see you Lord, face to face. I want to dwell in your presence, face to face. Just to worship you and to know you and your amazing grace. God is the joy and strength of my life. God is my life.  God is my strength. God's Spirit directs my speech. The Lord is my Shepard I shall not want anything. I will not be paralyzed by Satan. My trust, my faith, my hope is dropping and I am too big to fail. We are too big to be destroyed. When we think we are not going to make it we have to declare, the devil is a liar. We are going to make it. The Lord is able to keep me from falling. God is able to hold us. We have to stop being intimidated by a loser. Change one mindset to another mindset. There is nothing the devil can do to stop the seed fro God. The Lord is my Shepard and there is nothing I shall want. The Lord is getting ready to bail me out of this stressful situation. I am too big to fail. God can bring me through anything. I have so much to thank God for, each and every new day. I give you praise Lord for every mountain that you have brought me over. for every trial you brought me through, for this, I give you praise. If the Lord won't let you fall to hell, why wouldn't he keep you from falling here on 
Earth. God's going to have it work in our favor. God will turn it around. God refreshes our mind to keep believing that he will turn it around. We are blessed.we renew our faith and trust. Trust in God.

Friday, July 17, 2015

Determination

Psalm 143:8 Cause me to hear Your lovingkindness in the morning;for in You I have my trust;cause me to know the way I should walk,for I lift up my soul unto You.

You are my inspiration. I am amazed that we can find our way to love with all that is going on around us. God will never let us down if we keep our trust in him. Be encouraged by the way you can be successful in this continual fight. Never think that you are not succeeding. Keeping people aware of the fight is a huge accomplishment. I look to you for love and inspiration. You are important in my life. I love you and pray for you daily. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone today. I love you.



Monday, July 13, 2015

Can We Make Some Progress?

Psalm 8:6-14

Arise, Lord, in your anger;
rise up against the rage of my enemies.
Awake, my God; decree justice.
Let the assembled peoples gather around you,
while you sit enthroned over them on high.
  Let the Lord judge the peoples.
Vindicate me, Lord, according to my righteousness,
according to my integrity, O Most High.
9 Bring to an end the violence of the wicked
and make the righteous secure—
you, the righteous God
who probes minds and hearts.
10 My shield is God Most High,
who saves the upright in heart.
11 God is a righteous judge,
a God who displays his wrath every day.

12 If he does not relent,
he will sharpen his sword;
he will bend and string his bow.
13 He has prepared his deadly weapons;
he makes ready his flaming arrows.
14 Whoever is pregnant with evil
And conceives trouble gives birth to disillusionment.
15 Whoever digs a hole and scoops it out
falls into the pit they have made.
16 The trouble they cause recoils on them;
their violence comes down on their own heads.
17 I will give thanks to the Lord because of his righteousness;
I will sing the praises of the name of the Lord Most High.

Father God, help me to explain the thoughts in my head in a very clear and mindful manner. I love you so much. I'm unhappy that we are apart.

 It's all my fault. I see you at events and church and I barely get a look from you, barely a nod, a hello, sometimes nothing. Where do I fit in your life? 

Am I loved by you or am I just another groupie? Do you see me at all anymore? I start to doubt your love and then remind myself that it's my fault. My fault for not wanting to ruin your reputation and legacy. I think you are the greatest. 

I'm infatuated by you, I had a near death experience and recovery lasted for months. I went to the dells with my family and now I'm leaving for a month. Peace be with me on my journey. If I were here I wouldn't be able to go on the Friday night walks, I can't keep up. I barely was able to walk at the dells. 

I will be resting in Seattle, doing nothing else. I wonder when I post if I'm just talking to myself. I don't want to stress you out about my concerns because I know you have so many responsibilities and so many people who need you daily. 

Who am I to even suggest that you can be in a relationship. I know you have wants and desires too. Comforting you, encouraging you, being there for you is important to me. How can I do that for you? How do I fit into your life? How can I make myself better for you? 

We are human beings, we are not perfect, we all have our flaws. I'm coming back better than I was. Maybe if I don't have to chase the money every day, maybe if I don't have to hear the demands everyday, I might get better mentally and physically. I thank you for my job, my spiritual being, my love and trust in you has grown more and more. 

The years don't diminish my love, it's steady. I'm packing now, getting ready to leave for four weeks with another daughter and her family unit. I have done nothing but put out fires between the son in law and my grandson and daughter. I pray for some kind of peace. I'll come back, and things will still be the same. I think I'm talking to myself when I write in my blog. I just want some security and that's not possible. It's hand to mouth. Non paycheck to non paycheck. God knows I messed up. Workers comp claim I messed up, didn't get more insurance for my dad, stopped my heart insurance two months before the attack, I just don't seem to make right decisions for myself. This is probably not a good decision too. I just have to stop making decisions for a while. The fact of the matter is I'm trying to make some good decisions and to be a supportive, loving person. I don't want to even post this, it sounds so whiny. I know something always happens. Who knows what's next. I know I want a future with you, I just don't know how to do it. I turn it over to God, do I want it to happen, yes, Lord, yes, do I know how to make it happen, no. So I will end this long and drawn out explanation, excuse, wish, dream, desire, and hope. Staying hopeful keeps me going. Be Blessed and be a blessing to someone. I love you. Think of me sometime.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

I'm Confused, but dedicated

God has given us the Spirit of Strength, Love and Power. Not the Spirit of Fear. I have to remember that love is more than just being together. Commitment, dedication and reliability are important. Love will and does conquers all. Finding problems in the world is easy, fixing them is the challenge. I have a talent for messing up my life. If I could just stay out of my own way, maybe it would be better for me. I pray that Father God Almighty will hear my prayers. My mistakes are many. When I try to do better, I seem to do worse. I have to keep my focus on faith in God. No matter what it looks like or what the doctor's report is, it will get better. I haven't had a bad report again. My test have all come up negative so that's a blessing. I just have to stay calm, but how do you do that when you have to chase the money. Sometimes, I mess that up too. I stopped coverage too soon, I don't send in the right paperwork, I just can't seem to do anything right. I am not Debbie downer, I love life and I love you.  Bad things will happen throughout this world but I have to remember the sunshine in my life and know that trouble doesn't last always. I'm going out of town for a month, changing the scenery. I'll be in Wisconsin for a few days then Seattle for a month, until August 14, then preparing to return to work. Life goes on. God doesn't want us to just get by, he wants us to find contentment in any situation. That is what I am working on. Contentment in any situation. My desire is to please God, to do God's will. What is good for me from God. Can I hear his voice and heed to his will in my life? I pray that I can and will. I'm not perfect and I make many mistakes, life is difficult but not impossible. Faith in God gets me through. Ask and it shall be given to you, seek and you shall find it. The Devil is a liar and deceiver. He tries to make me think this is it, it can't get any better than this but that's not true. I have a choice to believe it can and will get better. If not then that's ok too. I will push forward with my faith. Im sitting in the doctors office now. I am blessed I haven't been in the hospital now for over two weeks ms that is a blessing. I love you and know that you are strong and faithful. Knowing that you are appointed to your calling and have a wonderful dedication keeps me steady and distant. I don't want to be a distraction or problem for you. Maybe your faith doesn't waiver but you are human and continue to know that no matter what, God is in charge.man and guns are not. We can and shall continue to fight evil and know that God sees the righteous fighting for his kingdom here on earth. Without God, where would we be?

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