Sunday, April 30, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for this beautiful day. Yes even the rain is a blessing Lord. Thank you for waking me up today and giving me a chance to get things right. Yesterday is gone, but today is fresh and new. God you know the things precious to me and I give them to you. Jesus knows my heart and my heart's desire. Sometimes we have to be ready to lose that which is most precious to us to gain something more precious.I am trusting you God to walk with me, work with me and to keep me on task. Its not about me as much as its about God's kingdom building. It's just not about me.Lord yesterday was a bad day for me but I look forward to today. Renew my mind, refresh my spirit. Remember me Lord.

Good Morning Sweetheart. Today is a good day. I hope that yesterday's gun turn in went very well. I pray that it was better than ever. My day yesterday was just terrible. I lost the papers for the workshop. I didnt have the address. I drove around where I thought it was. I was right in front of the building but the building looked like an apartment so I didnt go in. Went to my school to see if there was a copy there, to no avail no one knew. I kicked myself for losing the paper and I had just had it the day before. Wentback towards hoem. Decided to see a movie since I was upset and hadnt been to the movies in a long time. The only thing playing at that time was United 93. I didnot want to see a 9/11 movie but I did anyway. Of course it turned on new emotions and brought us back to that horrible time and the horrible feelings we had when those things occurred. Went to an office supply store to get something for class. Went home typed up three poems that my students are applying for a poetry contest and it needed to be post marked by Sunday. After buying the mailing things I find out I can enter them online, which I do. After that, I find the paper with the address and see that I was at the right building. Now I'm upset I didnt go in. I missed the workshop. Bad day, bad day.  Good riddance and good by to that day and hello and welcome to today. Be blessed and have a wonderful blessed day today. See you soon. I love you.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Good Morning

 

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today and thank you for all of your blessings. Safety is a big issue and I am glad I am safe. I thank you Lord for my health and my ability to wake up this morning with a heart for you.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I have a workshop to attend this morning from 9:45-2:00. Everything is not always about me. I had fun last night. Apple Martini's are not to be played with. The alarm went of this morning and I hit the snooze and didnt wake again until 6:45. Then it took another 30 minutes to get the computer up and running correctly. I need to call Dell again. Have a blessed day today and be a true blessing to someone today.

Hi

Hi

You know sometimes being with you in the same room is awesome.

Its amazing how people respect you and demand respect from you. I am in awe. I know that youare an awesome person. I cant be upset that I am not one of the people that you talked to indepth, you have too many people that need to talk to you in general. I really love the fact that you are comfortable with all the people around you. I love that in you. You are really a good person. I hope you had a good evening and I hope that you felt there was something else we could have done for ourselves. I know that we are the last thing to achieve success. But sometimes I wish that we could achieve some sense of success.Be blessed, I have a conference in the morning an I will probably get upand make my entry as usual but I will be very tired. Be blessed and know that I love you very much.

Friday, April 28, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. I thank you for knowing what's best for me and for challenging me. My first entry was erased. I guess I was a little too upset. My day is going to be just fine and I wont worry about anything. I hear you are going to be at the gathering tonight. I look forward to seeing you there. May God bless you today and you have a wonderful day.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord Almighty. You who touched the earth and it melted. Lord you are omnipotent. Your love and your mercy endure forever and ever and ever. Thank you Lord for loving me today. You have given me another day to get things right. My heart's desire is to please you Lord. Thank you for today.

Good morning Sweetheart. Today is picture day for the graduates. I'm sure they will be so excited. They are already on ten now. They are so excited about everything that is about to happen to them. Pictures, trips, luncheon, picnic, and the ceremony. Quite a few of them will not be able to enjoy the festivities. My daughter and I worked on shower invitations last night. I'm really ready for this baby to get here. This is very stressful. I told my class about the gun turn in this weekend and even gave them some westside locations nearby. I had one young man say it was a scam and the police would be there to arrest you. He probably has access to a gun somewhere. I tried to reassure them it was not like that at all. No questions asked. I pray that he has not influenced anyone. They have a tendency to listen to the wrong people though. They would rather believe him than me. My daughter's boyfriend will be at the fireman's study session on Saturday. He needs to pass that test. OK now off to prepare my lunch. Have a blessed day and be a blessing to someon very special today. I love you.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for your blessings. I am here another day so I must still have something to do for the kingdom. Thank you Lord for loving me and needing me. My promise is delayed Lord, but not denied. There is still hope for me and my promise. Yes Lord, I feel alone most of the time, but I know that you are with me. If I can walk with you Lord then I know whatever happens, I still have you Lord. Make me whole Lord, make me complete.My prayer is that you remove what ever is in me that has become a stumbling block to my promise. Renew me, refresh me, repair me.Just like I do for my computer, when it goes wacky, I reinstall somethings, I repair some things and I delete somethings. Fix me Lord. Make me over. Better than before.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I hope that you have a wonderful day today and that you are successful in everything that you do today. When I ask how are you and did you sleep well, I'm not saying that you look like crap and need another two hours of sleep, I;'m just trying to give you a greeting that really wants to know how are you today. Today, how are you? Is everything OK. Just wnated to not skip over something that is usually taken for granted. Well, its off to another day in my own blackboard jungle. Be blessed and have a wonderful day today. Be a blessing to someone special today.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for your blessings and thank you for today. Lord I ask the Holy Spirit to come. Come Holy Spirit, Come. I long for understanding Lord. I don't get the hints, I don't understand most things. Am I ignorant. Am I blind. Am I one who sees but doesn't see. One who hears but doesnt hear. Do I know but not know? I know its not about me, but the kingdom of God. Lord, make me humble. How do I become more humble. What I ask for is forgiveness of my sins. I don't want to be arrogant, doubtful, of disloyal. Your will, your way, that is what I seek to obey Lord.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I pray that you had a good night. I pray that today is the best day of your life so far. Have a really good day today. Be renewed and refreshed. I continue to ask God to speak to me. Tell me what to do. What am I realizing, but not realizing. So much on my mind. So many things to do.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Good MOrning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. Thank you for waking me up and starting me on my way. Thank you for loving me today. Thank you for everything you have done in my life. Thank you for all the blessings that I have received. Sometimes God I don't know what to focus on. There are so many things I have to do and I ask for strength to complete all of the task set before me. Speak to my heart Lord. Speak to me Lord. Let me hear your word in my heart and mind. Keep me close to you Lord.

Good Morning Sweetheart. Did you have a good night sleep? Are you feeling OK? That was a very good sermon yesterday.Family can be very destructive in a relationship. My family is crazy. I know that. I don't try to hide them, I just warn people about them. But love is important. That's my family. My daughter's job gave her a baby shower yesterday. The time is drawing near. We are giving her one on the 20th. The planning an preparations are very time consuming. But it will get done. The other one will be graduating in a couple of weeks. Lots of jitters there. Well off to a new day. Lord, grant me the strength to be your servant today. Have a wonderfully blessed day today and be a true blessing to someone today.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Good Morning

Good MOrning Lord. Good morning, good morning. Thank you Lord for loving me today and reminding me of your love. I like to be in that special place where I know you love me Lord. Where I trust in you and know that you are with me. I have read this in both place where I search for you word. I guess that means this is my word for today. Zephaniah 3. How do I see my future? I continue to go ove the verses, the Lord your God is with  you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing, Zephaniah 3:17. I continue to hope and to ask for guidance Lord.

Good morning Sweetheart, I continue to hope here also. When I wake up I have a bible by my be, actually on my bed and I will read from that before I even get out of bed. Then I will come into the family room and I have a bible and prayer book by the computer and I will read something from both of them. This morning, while in bed I was directed to Zephaniah 3 and didnt want to hear of the punishment but I pressed on with it and saw a future, I like the fact that the Lord will quiet us with his love. When I went to the computer, I opened my bible and I went to the same spot. Different bibles, same spot.The Lord is my special place. Anyway I'm just rambling on and its delaying me from finishing this entry. Its a beautiful day and I can't wait to worship today. I'm going to be late though. I have to drop my daughter off at work before I go to church. I probably won't be there until 11:30 or 11:45. No telling where I'll have a seat. Probably in the balcony. I hate waiting outside the sanctuary during praise and worship, that's why I go to the balcony. Be blessed and have a good day.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sometimes

Sometimes the most ordinary encounters can produce the most extraordinary results. A normal day, nothing spectacular, and yet something special. I had my check up at the oral surgeon. He offered me an option to pay an additional 3000 dollars for implants which is my cost after insurance, I told him I'd get back to him. He's just around the corner. My appointment was at 8:30 and I was home by 9:00. Then I called my daughter, said I was going to market day and asked her if she wanted to go. She said yes and off we went to the city. I didnt have an order so I had to wait until 1pm when people didnt pick up their so that I could get some items. We were going to wait in the car but she said lets walk to Walgreens and look at stuff. Just a general request and as we are walking, what happens, I see my love, my honey, my cutie pie, just standing and talking. What a nice surprise. As I think about it , it could have been better, maybe a conversation, but I'm not picky, I'll take what I can get for now.

Be blessed and have a good evening.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for your blessings. Thank you for wakng me up this morning. I am renewed in the spirit and refreshed in my body and soul. My mind is on you Lord. I believe that if you want me to do something, you will prepare me with the tools that I need to do it. I have all that I need to be sucessful in accomplishing God's will. My desire is to pleas you and to work on the principles necessary to walk in the word.

Good Morning Sweetheart. How was your day yesterdya. I had a very busy day. I came home and took a nap then went out to dinner with my mom. Nothing special. When we got back I went to my room and didnt think about the computer. Date Night has been going by the wayside lately. Either I'm at church or I am exhausted at home. Today I have to go to the doctor for a check on my teeth, Market Day pickup, and the new release of music. I don't know if I'll make all of that though. What's your day like today. I just think we are leading our own separate lives. Connected but not really connected lives. But all things work together for the good of those that love the Lord. Have a blessed day and remember that you are loved.

Friday, April 21, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Glory to you Father God. I give thanks and praise to you this morning. Thank you for your blessings. Thank you for caring enough about me to ensure that I was awaken this morning. Thank you for loving me. You love me inspite of myself. I am loved by you. You have taken my heart and soul. I love being in love with you Lord. Thank you for watching over me.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I hope all is well with you. What's on the agenda for Friday? This week has gone by. Thank God for it. Sometimes I think about my purpose and wonder what God sees for me. I know that what I see for me is probably very small and minute in comparasion to his vision for me. I wonder what that vision is. Where does his vision take me? What do I do in his vision for me? Who is that woman in his vision. How do I get to be that woman that God knows I can be. My day is filled with graduation preparations, abstenince classes five days a week for the next six weeks, Illinois Constitution Test prep and just the general nonsense of eighth graders. Thank God its Friday. Have a blessed day and be a blessing to someone today.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Good Morning

Good MOrning Lord. Thank you for another day. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am blessed from my head to my toes. Thank you Lord for loving me today. Thank you for giving me purpose in my life. I know that nothing is too personal to take to you Lord. My mind and my soul long for a deeper undrstanding and I am reassurred that God offers hope for every aspect of my life. I must trust in his word and follow his commandments.

Good Morning Sweetheart. How was your night? Did you sleep well? Do you have a busy day today? With that I begin another day. What is the truth in this situation? Do I just keep believing for a miracle? As I write that I remembr my readings this morning, Jerimiah in captivity, the woamn with the issue of blood. All require faith. Faith will see me through. Faith. Have a blessed day today and be a blessing to someone.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Good MOrning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for your blessings. I am here one more day. I must have a purpose to accomplish and I am ready and willing to tackle it. I have been meditating on your word this morning and I have continued to stick with whatever you guide me to in the morning. I havent turned the page, nor tried to seek another message. My first reading that convicted me was to stopjudging, making the wrong assumptions, not really getting it right. Next, love God and the rest will amaze you. I'm in love love with the Lord.

John 7:24 "Stop judging by mere appearances and make a right judgment."

1 Corinthians 2:9 "...No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"

 Good Morning Sweetheart, I saw you on CLTV last night. Fighting the good fight. I pray that the gun return program is the most successful of its kind ever. I was thinking why I stopped giving you cards and gifts and it was something you said once that seemed to make sense then but now I don't remember the logic behind it. Today is report card pickup. I have to be there at noon and we are there until 6pm. I get totell the parents why their child is failing or congradulate them for passing. This school year is moving right along. We are now in the forth quarter. The final quarter. I heard so many say I'm going to get down to business now, as if one quarter can save three quarters of bad performance. Well be blessed and have a blessed day today. I love you.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Good MOrning

Good Morning Lord. I thank you for waking me up this morning. I understand that you are mighty and I am weak. I humble myself before you. I know that I will have opposition but you have strengthen me so that I will not grow weary and lose heart during times of intercession. Keep me humble and not boastful. I am a servant to you Lord. Lord you said come to me all you who are weary and burdended and I will give you rest. I take your rest Lord. I lean upon You. You are strong and gentle in heart. Your yoke is easy and your burden is light. I don't understand things but its not for me to understand everything. Lord I throw off everything that hinders me from my purpose and I run with perserverance the race set before me. I fix my eyes on Jesus. I know this is good and his will is upon my life. I humble myself to his will. Lord you are mighty and awesome. I will not place other things before you Lord. I will humble myself to you. Your power and greatness is the one authority in my life. You are God and there is no one  or nothing above you.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I hope you had a good night sleep. My first day back went off with out a hitch. I think the children were still half asleep. Except for one child. He always has to be the center of attention. Report cards are this week on Wednesday. The third quarter is over. We are on the last quarter. Now I have to decide what to do for the summer. Sylvan called and they want me to work with them. School may have a spot for me for the summer. The baby is coming and I know she will need help with that. The other daughter is graduating in May so she may be home for the summer. Then preparing for next school year. I'm just going to pray on it some more. I have to give Sylvan an answer today.

Have a blessedly wonderful day and be a blessing to someone today.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Good Morning

Good MOrning Lord. Thank you for saving me this week. Thank you for allowing me to walk closer to you.You have waken me up this morning so I know there is something more I need to do. Father God thank you for allowing me to be a born again and spirit filled Christian. Father God I bring before you my school system. I return today and I ask that I am able to walk boldly and confidently into my school. Redeem us from the curse. Allow us to enjoy our children today and to be renewed with a fresh annointing.

Good Morning Sweetheart. God bless you this morning. Enjoy your rest. Everything was wonderful last week. The sermon was great. I'm still thinking about it. It is written that the heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord and God turns it whichever way He desire. I believe the heart of our leader is in God's hand and that his decisions are divinely directed of the Lord. Have a blessedly wonderful day today and be a true blessing to someone. I love you.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

I'm Still Here Too

I don't know where this road leads but I know my guide is God.

I don't know where to get on, if I'm already on, or where I have stopped along the way but I'm picking myself up, dusting myself off and starting out on this journey again. I'm excited about that. I'm ready for the good and the bad. I know I wanted to avoid the bad but ultimately its inevitable. My heart can stand it. I'm still here ain't I? Old wounds mend, life goes on. I don't believe or like to think that I am keep this apart but I will take the blame and begin to turn it around. Let's let God do the guiding. I'll do my part, you do your part and see what happens. What is my part? What is the next step? Where do we go from here?

What next?

 

Happy Easter

Happy Ressurection Sunday! Good Morning Lord! What a blessing it is to be alive!Father God Baptism was wonderful! Thank you for welcoming me into your kingdom! You are worthy to be praised. I shall bless your name at all time, and your praise shall continually be in my mouth. I shall be more accepting of others and not be different around different people. Let me be the same where ever I am and who ever I am with.Let me walk in your way Lord.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I am so blessed this morning. Thank you for everything. God is a good God.I love you. Have a very blessed day today.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lrod. Thank you for waking me up this morning. Thank you for your mercy and your grace. You have kept me from experiencing any real pain or discomfort these last two days and I praise you for your awesomeness. Thank you for loving me and caring whether I feel good or bad. Thank you Father God. Yesterday was a magnificent day. I had a chance to be feed on you word by many different ministers of your word. They were thought provoking, imaginative and real.My desire to get the tape and listen againwas enhanced after listening to one in the morning and thinking that it would be the same that evening but he put a new twist on it. They shook us up, made us reflect and ponder and made us weep. My soul longs for thee. Today Lord, I will take a closer walk with thee and I pant for it like a deer after water. I pray for my soul today.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I pray that you are well. Yesterday was a long day but very rewarding and enriching. Unconditional Love. We like someone because..We love someone although....(Henri de Montherlant) Thank God we are loved in spite of ourselves. Since God so love us, we reall ought to love ourselves more...keep loving yourself. I humble myself before you today. I pray that your are strengthen and renewed. Have a blessed day today.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for a wonderful night. I had no pain. No deprived sleep. Thank you Lord for just having a very smooth night. Father God you have blessed me and you continue to bless me. Lord you continue to share yourself with me daily. I must let you in and I must share myself with you. Father God you know that I am wanting more that what I have. As a people we are constantly searching for more. I want better conditions for my people, I want them to want more for themselves, I want better education for everyone, I want peace in this world. I want us to be able to chang just one neighborhood. I want to make a difference. I want to be fulfilled at the end of the day, but I am left wanting more. How do we accomplish the things necessary. to create a better world. Where do we begin? Can our sense of community be developed? Can we be taught to love one another? Love one another. Should it be a statement and not a question?  We have to believe that we are God's miracle here on earth and that we can do anything. All things are possible if we walk in God's plan.

Good Morning, Sweetheart. I've had some time to do a little reading this week and I also saw Tavis Smiley at St Sabina last night. An America as good as its promise. All this week I have seen stuff to say that we are no better educationally, financially and psychologically. What is the answer. What can we do. Its not hopeless. There are some patches and mends that can be done, but is it wrong to really want to fix the problem? Can we eliminate racism? How many young ones are being seeded with the hate of racism, classism right now? What's the answer? I think you came up with the answer when you said we could have all had a chance to experience for ourselves worship together, black, white and latino. We have so much predjudice. Intellectual prejudice, racial prejudice, class/sex/religion prejudice. When we come together in God's eyes we are precious. We are a precious lot when we come together.We need goals to come together. We need to believe that there is more out there for us than this. We have to believe that its out ther for us. We believe its out there but not for us. Its for us. We can live that dream. Dare to dream again. Take the limits off your dream.

Well that was more than I planned to say this morning. You are my treasure and I will continue to dream my dreams with you. Good dreams. Positive dreams that will renew my spirit and refresh my soul. With much love and affection have a beautiful day today.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Hi

Hi

Everything went great! He pulled and pulled  and pulled to get my teeth out. I thought he was going to stand on my chest for a minute. My teeth did not want to come out. But they finally did. I feel great now but the novacaine hasn't worn off yet. Its suppose to wear off in about three hours. I could drive but I would be medicated and that wouldnt be right. I'm going to be refreshed and well for tomorrow.

That dentist was pulling, and yanking and changing tools, and pulling and yanking. It must have taken him at least twenty minutes to get ou the first tooth. I just knew he was going to put his foot on  my chest and say just sit still now, I'll have this out in a minute. I guess I have pretty strong teeth and I just let them go by the wayside the past few years. I didnt have a cavity until I was twenty one. Now I have to decide how to fill these gaps. I have to take care of my teeth better than I have. I have neglected them. One trip to the dentist will make you a better caretaker of your mouth.

Well its time for me to do some work on my grades while I still feel like doing something. You know I find this week to be very interesting. I watched oprah's special on education and the state its in. I read your letter to the school about the racist reaction to our church. Then I read Mary Mitchell's article condoning the way people think. Its not OK to say the south side is dangerous. Its been said for too long. When do we care enough to change it. Not just accept it. There's a lot of talk about change but very little change. Have a blessed evening, I will miss you dearly tonight. I always cherish every chance I get to be with you.

Hello

Today I got a call from the Oral Surgeon. They can put me in today because there was a cancellation. I can have these teeth out at One O'clock. That puts a hindrance on this evening though. I will have a local anesthesia, but it will depend on how I feel. With all the driving and the fact that Tomorrow and Saturday are very special days, not to mention Sunday I want to be at my best. But if its nothing too serious and I feel ok then I will be there tonight but I'm just preparing you for the fact that I may not be there tonight. I like the service, then the dinner then the prayer vigil. I will pray for a non eventful surgery and feeling better before four o clock.

I read the letter to the school and heard there was a response from the sun-times, endorsing the feelings of fear and prejudice. How can we come together if we are constantly afraid of each other and we have people who validate that fear.

Pray that all goes well and that I will be there tonight. With much love and acceptance.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. I thank you for loving me this morning and aloowing me the opportunity to be a part of this world today. I am grateful and thankful for all of your blessings in my life. You have given me insight into my life so that I can walk closer to you you Lord. My thoughts of things that are impossible become possible with you. I submit to your will for my life Lord. Your will requires me to have higher thoughts than my own. Your will causese my thoughts to be more agreeable and more successful. Your will requires me to follow your Word. Your Will requires me to increase my Faith in Your Word. I must walk with my eyes on Jesus to follow your will. I submit my will to your will Lord. Let my walk be closer to you Lord. Search my heart Lord and know what is good and pure. You are my sheild and I trust you and seek refugee and protection in you Lord.

Good Morning Sweetheart. The beginning of a very long walk is about to begin.My week is almost up and I havent accomplished half of what I wanted to do. I'm going to work on grades this morning. I will be at Holy Thursday Service, Dinner and Prayer Vigil. Of Course I will also be at both services tomorrow. I pray that you are feeling well and that you are renewed and refreshed for all of the events about to unfold. My heart and my mind have nothing but good thoughts for you. Be blessed and have a very blessed day. Be a blessing to someone very special today.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Today I am thankful for many things. I continue to know that you are the beginning and the end of my exixtence. Alfa hand Omega, without you I would not exist as I do. I thank you for everything you have done to make my life more liveable. Guide and direct me on your path. You have given me many opportunities and I don't want to blow them. I am now healing and rejuvenating so please be gentle and kind with me, I am renewing my strength as best I can this week. Yesterday was a rough day. I wasn't feeling too good, but today I feel will be a better day. No more of the nasty medication that upsets my stomach. Thank you Lord for your blessings. Lord I know that if we pray together and are will ing to stand in the gap and put a hedge of protective prayer around our house, our relationship, and our work you will encourage. We must submit to your will and be willing to stand for your principles. You are excellent and worthy to be praised. Our goal is for peace, harmony and unity within our home.

Good Morning Sweetheart, how was your day yesterday? Did you sleep well? Make sure you have something for breakfast this morning. I pray that you are healthy and alert today. You are going to get it all done and it will be wonderful. Find time to pray together. Prayer is important. I feel much better today and I am looking forward to being able to tackle my list of things to do. Have a blessed day today and be a blessing to someone.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for your blessings today Lord. Thank you for the use of my limbs, the soundness of my mind and the love still in my heart. I love you Lord and I will worship and praise you each and every day. Thank you Lord for being a counselor to me. I know you are a good listener and you will continue to heal the emotionally wounded as well as the physically wounded. Lord you promote peace andyour peace fills me with joy. Thank you Lord for loving me. I'm blessed coming in and blessed going out.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I am so blessed and happy today. I went to the dentist yesterday and they have scheduled me for oral surgery for next week. If they get an opening this wee, since I'm off, they will call me. I spent most of yesterday with my daughter. She is haveing problems with the new owners of the shop she works at and three girls have quit in less than a week. She is so worried that they will try to fire her or force her to do something drastic. She's pregnant and just an emotional wreck. Here I am being the strong person. I remembered the firemen's exam and we ran out and got an application for her boyfriend. Today they have to return it to get the admission packet. Today is the last day. I thank God for having me remember it. I pray that the boy can do well with this. It would be a great start for their family, if they are going to really have a family. Today I am going to get the bedrooms clean. That is one of my major goals for this week. The weather is suppose to be nice so I may try to get out in the yard for a bit. I don't plan to leave the house. One day where I have nothing to do outside of the house.

What's your day like today? Have you plans to do wonderful and great things today? I do have a warm feeling in my heart when I think about you. You are very special to me. I pray that you are feeling well today and that you have an abundance of love and grace flowing over you today. You are a treasure and I hope that everyone who comes in contact with you today knows just that. I hope they know how lucky they are to be in contact with you today. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone. Know that you are loved very much.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord, thank you for your blessings today. I am grateful for today. My day is filled with love. I love the Lord. I will not lose heart when things get tough or overwhelming. I will bless the Lord at all times and his name shall continually be in my mouth.

Good Morning Sweetheart. Today is the first day of the rest of your life. I pray that you are able to do everything that you need to do today and with little discomfort. I pray you are refreshed, renewed and rejuvenated. Its going to be all right. I know your plate is full and this week is just going to be extremely busy. Tough it out, you are going to be great, I'm just looking forward to everything this week. I'm excited about Holy Week. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone.

Sunday, April 9, 2006

HI

HI

Again my infamous HI.

I'm watching Rear Window, this is of course one of my favorite movies. I like Alfred Hitchcock movies. Dial M for Murder, Midnight Lace and anything else he does. I also like Sherlock Holmes movies. I plan to watch all of this movie straight through. I thought I would tell you that since I usually tell you what I am watching when I am switching channels. I may change a little through this one but my major object is to watch this movie all the way through. With much love and affection Good Night.

Good Evening

HI

This afternoon when I said HI I think I said it too energetic. One of your armorbearers was acting like he was going to take my head off. It seemed as if I was getting a little to friendly. Well he might as well get used to that. I plan to keep getting friendly. I know they are suppose to protect you and God knows I want them to be sharp and supicious but not with me.

I am wathcing The Eiger Sanction, The Bodyguard, Saving Private Ryan and a little of Cash in the Attic. I have seen them all so of course I'm a big channel changer. I'm getting my dose of interacial relationships, a little history and war stuff, my auction antique craze and just some good fun.

When I locked my keys in the car on Monday and I couldnt get a company to come out there I had to call at least eight different companies until I called this hispanic company back and pleaded with them to come out to open my door. I was mad that no one would come into that area. I believe the Minnesota people didnt come due to the recent church shooting on Tuesday. They were thinking that it could happen to them. Its unfortunate that young man had to die. Some of thesechurches and their members are not on the up and up and the nonsense that follows can really get someone killed.

Today's service was great. I feel that you are trying to reach the people on a personal level. Hold them accountable for their actions. Believe in God and Jesus and act accordingly. I plan to be at all the services this week. I will spend some time in prayer after the Thursday night dinner. I will be there for both seven last words, of course I will be at the Baptism and then the creme de la creme, Easter Service, and I get to read. I'm so blessed to be able to do that. I am so happy about that. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I am so excited about being a part of the Holy Week Service. My cup runneth over.
You may not ahve meant it for me but I am taking part of your service to heart. You gave me some compliments and I love you for that.

Today begins my week of doing stuff I have put off. I will first go to the dentist. I have a tooth that has been bothering me. Actually two, but one has started to hurt. I'm calling the dentist first thing in the morning. Next I have to clean my room and my daughter's room. I believe something crawled in her room and died. I closed the door and that has helped but not enough. Prenatal appointments next week, fixing up the baby room at my house even though she doesnt live here but I know she will return and with the baby. Getting my report cards ready for when I return and just trying to relax.  Also I want to clean my yard and put down the fertilizer. I hope to do most of this in the next three days. Thursday evening, Friday and Saturday are all filled. Sunday is just not a day for doing anything. Then its back to work. Life is good and I know I am blessed to have this time off to do this stuff. God is good and HE loves me. So do you. I know you do, you may try to deny it but you do. And I love you. That you have to convince yourself of. You don't believe it but its true. I didnt believe that you loved me but now I do. Isnt that strange.

Enough analyzations and on to a quiet evening. Be blessed and know that I love you.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. Thank you for loving me so much that you made sure I was awaken this morning. I love you Lord.Thank you for your blessings. Thank you for loving me.

Good Morning Sweetheart. Today is going to be a good day. You will be encouraged and your strength will be renewed. This is a glorious day. Everything is going to go just fine. Be blessed today and make sure that you are well rested.

Saturday, April 8, 2006

Good Night

I know that God answers prayers because i asked God to give me a glimspse and that's exactly what I got today a glimpse of you. While I was praying and sleeping I saw you. I know that God loves me and answers my prayers. I thank God for hearing my prayers and answering them. I know to pray more presicely. Could have walked down the aisles, could have checked the church. Next time will be my time. With much love and affection see you soon.

Hello

Know that I wont see you until Sunday then I wont se you until Thurs then Friday then Saturday then Sunday.  This week is very important to me. My HOLY WEEK. blessed be the name of the Lord. Thank you Lord for your belssings. Good night and wsee you in the morning. I'm feeling something special about us and I dont know what it is but I know it is important.

Good Evening

All this week until Easter youcan expect at least two if not three entries from me. Not that you expect any entries, I say that as if I think you are looking forward to hearing from me, but my mind and heart will only let me think that you do in fact enjoy hearing from me and that we are connecting on whatever level we can.

Today I saw my love for a split second. I was praying and sleeping in the church. Waiting for my friend to finish her interview and I opened my eyes and there he was for an instant. My Love. He can out of hiding and showed his face for a minute. I know he's busy and I may not be a priority in his life but I saw him today and that alone keeps me happy. I feel he came out to see me. I was asleep of course and didnt realize it was him until I thought about it for a minute. But none the less I saw him. MY LOVE.God knows what I need and that's him. MY LOVE.

Be Blessed and have a good evening.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. I know that you are able to more than what is expected and asked. I pray for the ablility to hear your word daily and to walk in your will daily. My thoughts are of harmony, unity and marriage today. Why I was draw to that information, I don't know, but I will not question the motives. My goal is to be a doer of the word and not question God's will. Though the circumstances may look different I give glory to God that peace and love reign in my home and that marriage is on the horizon. God watches over his word and he watches over me. My goal is to stand firm against the devil and to flee from it at every detection. I believe that we are in Christ Jesus and we have become new creatures. We will be bright lights for our families.

Good Morning Sweetheart. I pray that you had a restful night sleep and that your day is not filled with too much stuff today. I know that you are busy preparing for the coming week, though you once said you just have way too much time on your hands sometimes, I know that this isn't the week for that. I'm sure everything will be very successful. You have a knack for things like this. You do very well in this area.God's love will shine through and continue to be the foundation for all that you do. My goal is to show more respect and reverence. To notice you, regard you and to prefer you.  My heart can trust, my mind can be confident and I can rely on and believe in my safety, honesty and comfort to be a foundation for love and admiration. I have to be there for rehearsals today. Maybe I'll get a glimpse of you. Have a blessed day today and be a true blessing to someone.

Friday, April 7, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for waking me up today. You encourage me and you uplift me. You know my thoughts and actions before I do. Your love for me is my personal salvation.I know that this world is not perfect and that I will walk with trouble, heartache, and hardships throughout my life but the comfort is knowith that God is with me on the journey. I can't lose heart. I won't lose heart. I will rely on God's forgiveness and salvation to bring me through. God's knows the truths that are in my heart. Having a heart to heart with God reveals many things about me. I give my fears and heartache up to God. He can heal and I can believe.

Hi Sweetie, I'm believing that this is the beginning of something really good. I hope you had a good night's sleep. Don't lose heart over what is worrying you. Be encouraged. You have a lot of things to do and it probably seems like just a little time to do them. I watched Andy Young last night on St. Sabina presents. He is a man that understands and loves women. He realizes our importance. He is a very personable man. His Ambassador qualities were evident. Watching it again, I can't help but think about investing in Africa and China. Building a better relationship. Well today there will be no students. What we are going to do I don't know but I'm sure it entails us sitting in the auditorium to do it. What ever it is will be a treat compared to a day with the children. Be blessed today and have a wonderful opportunity to bless someone else come into fruition, today. I love you and hope that you are well.

Thursday, April 6, 2006

Good NIght

HI

I am home for the first time this week before 10 pm.

So what are you doing?

I guess I could just end this day and say what a good day it was but no, that's not enough. NOw , because I said I didnt want my kids at my church or in my life, I have found out that one of the other teachers has a neice that is a dancer, the school is also trying to plan something at the skating center. My whole I dont want them involved in my christian life has been totally exposed and invaded. Next thing some of the students and staff will be at church. I'm just waiting for the day. No longer will I have any anonymitiy. What difference does it make at this point now. I didnt want them to invade my life but it seems it has happened anyway. All you have to do is say you dont want something and BAM there it is.

Well, enough for tonight, I have so much to do and I dont think Im going to do any of it.

Good Night and have a very pleasant and relaxing evening.

 

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. I delight in another day. I have another chance to get it right. Thank you for all of your blessings Lord. You have my cup running over. I am blessed coming in and blessed going out. Lord I continue to press forward. I don't want to look back at past mistakes and lose something valuable. My eyes are on the prize before me, the gift from God. I will not say I see you but I don't see you. I hear you but I dont hear you. I acknowledge your presence yet I dont acknoledge you. I will rejoice in the Lord always. I will not be anxious about anything but be prayerful and steadfast. Lord you are in my heart and my mind and I seek you for all understanding in that area. Thank you for the gifts you have given me and I will press forward. You supply all of my needs and I know that nothing but good comes from you Lord. Thank you for your blessings. My God shall supply all of my needs.

Good Morning Sweetheart. May your day be blessed from the moment you open your eyes. I pray that the many things you have on your agenda are doable and you are successful at all of them. I'm going on a field trip today. We are going to DuSable Museum and I get to go. This is my first field trip, I hope they know how to act. I hear that they do since we are only taking the good ones. I'm exhausted. One more day then break. This is the last day for students though. Have a blessed day and be a true blessing to someone today.

Wednesday, April 5, 2006

Good MOrning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for another day. This is a day Lord where I will praise you and than you for your blessings. I am rooted and grounded in love. I am absolutely secure in this love for you. When we are rooted in your love, when evil comes around Lord, we can continue, to trust in God and believe in his word.Lord you are love and if we continue to act in love and peace then your unconditional acceptance will give us freedom to soar at any endeavour we undertake. Your love encourages us. When we see the evil in world strike in our neighborhoods and take young lives we know that we must be rooted in love to believe that something better can and will happen. We must believe that the good thing we did last night will cause a ripple effect and the neighborhood will respond in a good way. The need for an end to the senseless killings must over power the people caught up in the crimes.

Good Morning Sweetheart, this is about the only communication I think you can really stand right now. You did a wonderful thing yesterday. We canvassed our blocks and people were willing and encouraging. Its like a few have made the masses scared to take back control of their neighborhood. You are doing a good thing. The devil was busy and we all know if it bleeds it leads the news. Your impact will improve community support because you are not a man who does not back his words. This was not an act of show but of encouragement, support and power. May God bless you today and keep you safe. May no demons or devils harm you. May you always know someone loves you very much.

Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Good MOrning

Good Morning Lord. Father God I thank you for your blessings. I am forever knowing that you are a god that is able to do far mor abundantly than all we ask or think. God I know that you are a God that wants to help us. You are not powerless to to want to help but is unable to do so. Unable to hear my prayers or see my plight. You are not wood or stone made by man. You would not deserve my trust or my praises. You also are not a God who can help but chooses not to. You would then be a ruler of people who are impoverished while you live in the lap of luxury. You are fully fed while your people starve in the streets or are dying in their homes by gunshots from people who don't even know how to use a gun. These people have never practiced at a shooting range. They just pick up a gun and start shooting. But you Lord are my Savior who is both willing and able to do for me what I cannot do for myself. You are all loving, all knowing, omnipotent. You work to bring the best possible result in my life in the best possible way.God you have proven yourself time and time again in my life to be the awesome, almighty God. In good times and in bad if I let go and let God, it will have a favorable end. Lord dispatch your angels to walk with us today and continue to protect each and every member of our community so that we may project your love and grace.

I pray for you today that the press conference is a success and that the march is seen as necessary. I pray that you have wisdom residing within you today to help you learn new techniques for handling stressful incidents. I know that your thoughts are of love for the people, the community and of course God. Keep love as the choice you continue to make. Have a very blessed day and be a blessing to someone very special today.

Monday, April 3, 2006

Good Morning

:Lord Thank You for this morning. Thank you for protecting me through the night and for waking me up this morning. My family is safe, my home is safe and I am safe. Glory to your name Lord.

Good MOrning to you too dear. The weather is awful so I will have to try to leave early. Its a long day ahead of me so I want to be prepared. I am so tired. I miss my hour. Vitamins and lots of caffeine  for this week. After a week it all falls into place. I pray that you have a good day today. I pray that God places you in the right place at the right time so that all of your attempts are successful. Have a blessed day and be a blessing to someone special today.

Sunday, April 2, 2006

Hello Dear

I'm just going to jump right in and start talking.

I'm washing clothes, grading papers (at least that's my intent, I haven't picked up a paper yet) and watching T.V.

I finally watched "Derailed". You had mentioned this movie some time ago and I never saw it. I finally rented it when I took my daughter to Blockbuster and I remembered to look for it. It's Fatal Attraction updated with a twist. It definitely will stop you from talking to strangers.

Today's sermon was good. It really keeps the need for searching for God's purpose in your life at the forefront. I think that I am solid and totally for you and then something will come along and make me doubt. 'Then I want to say no, that's not right, I need to be solid but by then I feel that you have wavered. You have a lot of hurt in your life too. You have people who you loved and needed who have left you, either through death or just leaving. You are not a trusting person. You are probably thinking for sure that I am going to leave you. Why wouldn't you think that, most people have actually left you. Your track record in this area has not been good. One thing's for sure, nothing is certain. Only God can give you the answer. I can only continue with my intent and that is not to ever leave. You talk about me as if I am stuck on a loser who I divorced almost twenty years ago. He has married twice since then and I assure you I am not mourning for him in any way. Good riddance to him. I knew it was wrong the next day, I just couldnt get out of it for seven years.

I think I have also had a chance to get to know you better since I have started this journal. It is like I am sending you love letters that you can get where ever you are. love letters to the one I love. I love a basd boy and you are definitely a bad boy. You are strong and corageous. You are absolutely amazing.

OK I need to correct some papers. At the end of the week we start our spring break and I am looking forward to it emensely. I have picked a sponsor. I am excited about seeing you tomorrow and tuesday, maybe even wednesday.

Take care and be blessed.

Computer Problems

Just change it to a woman and its me.

Good MOrning

Good MOrning my Lord. Father nthank you for waking me up this morning and for loving me enough to walk with me today. Thankyou for the ability to walk, talk and think today. Today is a gift from you Father God.Thank you for your blessings. I praise you Father Lord of Heaven and Earth. You are worthy to be praised Lord.You are authority, you speak with authority, you walk with authority, it is said you will lead justice to victory and in His Name the nations will put their hope. Hope is forever eternal. I won't give up on hope.The Lord can heal my brokenness. He can heal my brokenheart. I move forward with the Lord at my side. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Good Morning to you to sweetheart. Life is good and I'm looking for all God has promised. Today my hour has been removed and I will mourn it until I get it back in the fall. I am up and I will be ready for Unity Sunday. I guess I haven't had a hug since....Jesus was a baby. I wonder if you still read this journal? Have a blessed day and remember that you are loved very much.

Saturday, April 1, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. I am blessed gong into ths day and I will be blessed going out. I am so grateful for my wonderful evening last night. I was just thrilled to have Dr Angelou available for a up close and personal discussion. She was warm, loving, uplifting and very inviting. I am so thankful that I had an opportunity to see her. She touched on some very personal things that I will reflect on in my life. Thank you Lord for allowing me to hear such a treasure. That was really the best speaker this year for me. The others were great in their own way but she was in a class of her own. I thank you for bringing such excellent talents and treasures to our little world. I love you for caring to send only the vry best. That was like a birthday present for me. My thanks for such a wonderful night.

You are a wonderful man. You have great sensitivity and thoughtfulness. You are a treasure.  Have an absolutely wonderful day today. I will talk with  you later.

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