My Needs and Love

It's times like this when I need the man God has chosen for me. I'm in need of encouragement and comfort. I am not the only  in need and Gid is busy, so where is my man for comfort. Man cannot live alone. I need a mate and God will guide me to my mTe. I thought you were the one but you Re never there when I need you. You are here for the masses. Not for an individual's need. I need a husband that is there for me and I for him. God knows I need someone. I have been alone for over twenty years and I am in need of a companion. I realize now that you arenotgoingrobethat companion. I had hoped you would but I have waited over twenty years and it's time for me to grow up and stop dreaming of being with you. It's obvious you have made your choice. I have to let you live your life and I live mine. I admire you for your choice and wish you all the best. I love you and pray that God continues to bless you immensely.

Help Me Lord

Dear God,

You somewhere along the way I have lost my way to yo.

I'm crying all the time.

I continue to pray to get back to yo.

I am not perfect but I will never stop seeking my Lord, My Almighty, My God.

Though Man has chosen to abandon me, I have a lawyer now on my case and I pray that he will interceded on my behalf. lord if I have to live 30-50 percent of my capacity befor surgery, may my lawyer be a help for me a 

No not a hinderance. Dear God, hear the prayers of your faithful. Help Me Lord God because I cannot do this on my own. Now is the time I really wish I had a man to talk to. Lord, please give me a loving, trusting and worthy of your grace and mercy. I neèd to talk to a man with a bias knowledge of this situation. Lord help me because today is a particularly difficult day and I need you every step of the way. Help me Lord. 

I Miss You, draw me near

What a week! God thank you for your blessings. As David said when given the choice of three, to choose one for his people to suffer or him to suffer, or both. He said "Better to be left in God's hand and not man's hand. His trust in God definitely out weighed his trus in man. God was mad because the Isrealites had sinned again so David took a census of the people and enlisted the able in his Army. Why was that wrong? Why did God punish David. I don't understand. I don't understand a lot these days. It's truly a learning curve to adjust to for me. I'm not  familiar with this process. Go, go, go. That is no longer me. Calm,  patient, and solid. God created me to be a faithful, truthful, and trust worthy individual. I'm a child of God. He sent His Son for me, for me, He did that. He is the Truth and the Light. Joy Comes in the morning. Glory Hallelujah! Thank  You Lord. I love you so much. To be in you arms is my dream. To be wrapped up in your loving arms is where I want to stay. I Love You.

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Please get a better internet system. A better sound system for professionals, like the people who volunteer for you. I miss not being able to connect with you until the end of the sermon/ceremony. I love you so much.

My Week, My Thoughts

Thank you Lord for an improvement. I'm still not 100% but I refuse to accept 30-50 less mobility than before. My functionality will not be limited. I plan on walking the laps in the pool as soon as the weather gets warm at the park district.

The lord is my Shepard Psalm 23

That's my new verse to repeat. I have a book mark that I carry with me everywhere. I pray they find it befor it gets me. 

I think Hillary is not looking comfortable . When don't you leave a tip? You claim to understand the working class and middle class by visiting them. By a round of drinks, pancakes for everybody. I team for everyone , slice of pie for everyone. You are highly qualified, now you have to show yourself as a personable, considerate, intelligent, strong, alpha female woman.

Back in the ER again

I pray they find out what is wrong with me before it does me in. I can't drive, go anywhere on my own. Must have bedrest. I wanted to hear you at winetka. Now sone other girl will hear a love poem from you to them. Definitely not me. I'm listening to Luther Vandross. A Hòuse is Not a Home Always Reminds Me of You. My Lord and Savior Jesus saved me again today. I can't do what I used to do. I was a theatre major and the arts was always my second, maybe first love. Music always makes you happy or sad, but it does change the mood.since I Lost My Baby. I will miss you tomorrow. I do not have any idea why I am still writing to a man who I love but can't seem to have. Lord you wrong for that. Here I am sick. I need a man, husband, helper and you place my brother. I go to appt with him, he wheels me around, he's there for me right now. Why are you having Parish Council on Tax Day?