Sunday, December 28, 2014

God Answers Prayers

I'm so excited. I just can't hide it. My daughter is going to take me to church on New Years Eve. It made my day to hear her say that. I didn't even ask her either. She just came up with it all on her own. I'm coming to church on Wednesday. Oh my God, I miss it so much. I miss seeing you. To be in the house of the Lord on New Year's Eve is a blessing for me. I missed last year and maybe even the year before. God had me give my sacrificial offering and now I have a little blessing. I pray for some real changes this next year. A truly fresh start. Out with the old and in with the new. I'm going to church, I'm going to church. It's been almost two months. Thank you God.

Friday, December 26, 2014

Sacrifice

Thank you Lord for your blessing. You encouraged me to make a sacrificial offering. I did it by mistake, but then God said to me let it go. It was like, what am I doing, then I said to myself, okay, I'll just let it go. It is probably going to better use anyway. Thank you Lord. I don't want you to be mad. I'm coming back. Just gonna take some time to heal. Try a little tenderness, don't be upset. This to shall pass. I'm concerned that your patience is growing thin. Be patient, you are loved and needed so much, by me. Be blessed and be a blessing. 

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Christmas Eve

Psalm 90:17 May the Lord our God always be pleased with us.Lord, make what we do succeed.Please make what we do succeed. 

God thank you for loving us. I love you so much. Let your glory shine today. Keep the temperature above freezing. Let tonight be something very special.

Monday, December 22, 2014

Mary, Merry, and Marry

Thank you Lord for your blessings today. Thank you for helping me to feel better today. The stress is reduced and I haven't thrown up since yesterday and I actually had some small bites of food that stayed down. I'm rejoicing over that, thank you Mary for saying yes to the Holy Spirit. We are all able to be merry and spread good cheer and love to one another. Why do we choose to fight and kill instead? These are the days. Our president is so courageous when he stands tall and we are behind him. He has lost some of his spunk right now, but we still stand with him. He needs to take a lesson from you, you have never given up you fight for stopping the violence among black and brown teens. You believe they can see each other as human beings and somehow learn how to handle differences differently. Being left alone in single parent households with poverty income doesn't help. But through it all you still believe, you have hope in them. You have faith. Your faith is strong. It's kept me believing many times. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. I often wonder if you need me. You are focused and determined. I always find myself thinking how humble and strong you are. I know, without a doubt that your name is written in the Lamb's Book of Life. I would be so honored and loved to know that my name could be written there too. You make my day. My wedding would be so quiet. I would make sure to have the license so that it is not only spiritually blessed, but legal. God knows I would just have your associate marry us with a few witnesses. The reception will be done by someone else because  everyone will want to be on your invite list. I just want my husband. I don't need the hoopla. I like the idea of close personal friends witnessing our union before God. Definitely a picture of the two of us right after saying I do. Pictures to remind me of the day. That's all that I would want. Simple ceremony. God is good. I love you.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

It's been too long

Thank you Lord for everything you have done in my life. For the past two months I have been sick. Either physically challenged, nauseated to the point of just having dry heaves from throwing up so much. I have lost weight, which is a good thing, but not the best way to do it. I am missing you and church so much. I am poor, no check since November because of their glitch. I will get paid the day after Christmas. Know that I love you very much. I'll miss service this year. I look forward to serving on Christmas Day but that will not happen either. I think today was a good day. Family got together to pay tribute to my dad. We hadn't seen each other for a while. Maybe that's why God has me incapacitated at this time. I needed to let others take charge and sit back and take care of myself for a change. 
You were a big baby! 10lbs 6 oz. ! I know your mommy was happy when you finally decided to join us in the real world. She loved you a lot. You are a big bundle of joy. You warm my heart when I think of you. Just hearing your voice puts a smile on my face. Thank you Lord for the small things that are so important. I love you, be blessed.

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Glory to God

Thank you Lord for your blessings. You love me when I am at my lowest. You love me when I am feeling great. You love me. You find a way to connect to my heart and mind and remind me that I am needed and wanted. I am important to you. Though I am recuperating, I know you love me, miss me and need me. I love so much. You are the voice of the people. They need you so much. I need you too. We just have to share you. You are on target with your honesty. Your sermon was accurate and needed. I love you. Now how hard is it to put 'car' and 'than' together?!?! Just giving you a hard time, my love. 

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Thank you God

Glory to God, he is in control. I know that the Lord is my Shepard, and I shall not want. The Lord is healing me slowly but surely. I miss not see you, and just being around you, in your presence. That's where I belong. Lord , the hospital chaplain was in and prayed with me. I also received communion ever day since Tuesday. God is good, we prayed for healing and a speedy recovery. God is so good to me. I don't feel sorry for myself. I love you. 
Today, the 9th, I am finally home. I'm a slow healer. During that time, my dad made his transition, I received two pints of blood in a transfusion, went to rehab for 5 days. Lord God almighty this has been a spectacular year. God is good. I love and miss you.

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