Are you worried about me at this school? I feel that tension. I'm fine. I'm frustrated with their behavior, but in general it seems to get better everyday.
I'm OK. Don't worry. I don't get to put in an entry as often as I would like but I think I also want to talk and I am turning away from the comfort of communicating with you through the journal, which I have become comfortable with.
I want to force myself to do what I need to do. I can't understand the reluctance. I never had it before. I don't have it now. It just seems to come up when you are around me. I don't know what to say. Tell me what to say. Tell me what to do. When I see you I should.... I should say...... help me with this, I want to do it. Help me do this right. I need your help. Don't worry I'll be alright.
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