Monday

I'm anxious.

I'm worried.

I'm nervous.

I'm excited about the possibilities.

I like that position, I'm excited about the possibilities.

I think I'll stay in that position. Excited about the possibilities.

I have been been asking God is there a point where this gets better?

I know it must be. 

Today was a good day. I got some things done and I will continue this week to try to get my stuff together.As best as I can possibly do that.

I do think about you. I plan for you. I make certain decisions because of you. You are important to me and you are part of my life.

It will be all right. I have to keep telling myself that. After I'm saved and schizo.

Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. You are special.