Saturday

Hello

Today I had to be tough, again. My daughter comes in tomorrow, at 12 noon. I was going to go to the early service but then I said I would go to 11:15 and just have her wait. Then I said I would just pick her up. Well now she asked her friend to pick her up and she can do it so I will be at 11:15. I feel like I have to fight to get to go to my preferred service. I desire to walk in love but sometimes I have to stand for me. Does that mean I dont love them, no. It's just that I have to be able to do the things that are important for me and church is important for me. Of course I could go to the 8:30 but its not the one that I need.  I can't do everything but what I can do, I will do.