I HUMBLY APOLOGIZE

I SEARCHED MY HEART AND MY MIND ON WHAT TO SAY TO YOU AND I HUMBLY APOLOGIZE TO YOU.

I APOLOGIZE FOR MAKING YOUR LIFE MISERABLE. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO STAY MAD.

I APOLOGIZE FOR MAKING YOU THINK OF ME AS ARROGANT, SELF CENTERED OR IN ANY WAY OVER CONFIDENT OR DISINTERESTED. I DON'T WANT TO BE THOUGHT OF AS HAVING LOW SELF ESTEEM. I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT MORE OUT OF LIFE THAT WHAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW. I KNOW IF I AM STILL HERE, GOD ISN'T FINISHED WITH ME YET. THANK YOU LORD FOR STILL NEEDING ME.

I APOLOGIZE FOR THINKING THOUGHTS THAT ARE NOT OF GOD. I ASKED GOD FOR A SOUND MIND AND BODY. I PRAY THAT I AM ABLE TO  HUMBLE MYSELF TO GOD AND TO MAKE AMENDS FOR MY MISTAKES.

I'M SORRY THAT I HAVE TO SAY I AM SORRY SO MUCH. I HAVE TO LEARN THAT GOD'S TIME IS NOT MY TIME.

I BEAR MY SOUL TO YOU IN THIS JOURNAL. I FEEL SO VULNERABLE  HERE. I OPEN UP TOO MUCH. WHAT IS SOUL SEARCHING IF YOU DON'T TRULY SEARCH YOUR SOUL. WHAT ABOUT WHEN WE ARE IN PERSON. WHY DOESN'T THAT WORK? I WANT THE IN PERSON TO WORK TOO. I MISS YOU.