Its nothing personal and its not about you. There is nothing you did wrong. You didn't say anything or do anything to make me mad or upset. I havent changed my mind or gotten depressed and moody.
I'm just trying to do too much and because I ignored that building for so long I now have to pay more attention than I really want to. I'm trying to get more family involved so its not just me.
I didn't realize it would be so hard for me to get rid of all of his stuff. Its different if he's dead, but he's still alive. Doctors say he could have twenty more years. He wont always be with me for that time. What do I do? I search God for the answers.
My heartfelt desire is to be true and sincere. To love God and to love my fellow man. To show my angst and happiness through words and deeds.
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