I can only walk by faith and not by sight.
I don't know what the heck is going to happen, but I pray that it happens soon.
This is not what I want, to continue to say one thing and do another. Write in this dumb journal that is not drawing me closer at all. I believe in what I say, I love the Lord and I believe he loves me. I think this journal is a form of communication for us but I just hate it. I can say here what I cant say in person and I want to say this in person. I am disillusioned with this journal. I feel its counterproductive. The further I get away from this maybe I will draw closer in the real world and let this literary piece become second and not first in my line of communication.
My heartfelt desire is to be true and sincere. To love God and to love my fellow man. To show my angst and happiness through words and deeds.
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