Is it that I am so incompetent that I cant do what God needs me to do? Have I just missed the boat? Am I hoping and hanging on to something that is gone, gone, gone?
Is this really where I am suppose to be? If not then how can I get out of this situation? We don't talk. We barely seem to communicate. If I were not writing in this journal then there would be no communication. Is that what I have to accept for right now. Do I just move on with my life and say that it is over, gone, not going to happen. I just cant believe that this is where I am suppose to be with this situation and if this is not where I am suppose to be the I have failed to do God's will.
My heartfelt desire is to be true and sincere. To love God and to love my fellow man. To show my angst and happiness through words and deeds.
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