Saying one thing and doing another

God help me to know and obey your commands. Talking and walking the truth. Being consistent with my words and deeds. Integrity. Keep me with the realization that I am not perfect, but through Christ Jesus, I am forgiven. The darkness is passing away and the true light is shining. When my days are long and difficult, I have faith that God is guiding me through. Just keep holding on and I will make it through. This job has jaded me. I don't the same joy and excitement, but I will press on and know that I make my own joy and excitement. No one else can do that for me. I make the decision to be where I am so I will live with my decision. I will have a blessed and faith filled day.

1 John 2:1-11