End Stage Renal Disease

Dear Lord, you have allowed my father to come home to die. Hospice care at home. I wonder if you knew I would need this time off and that is why my surgery is scheduled for this Tim. Of course you did. How will this work for me? Right now I am just going through the motions. It could be weeks, months or years. Doctor prognosis, weeks. Glory to you nam Almighty God. In your hands I leave this situation.