Life

Lord you have much to say and I pray that I am listening. I give Lord. I can't fight with you . You always win. When I stop struggling the the peace comes in. I feel as if I am constantly on the offensive. But who knows when the theif will come. I am continuing to feel personal attacks, but arent we all imperfect in some way? Am I vindicated when I say, I knew this wouldnt work, I knew he wouldnt stay?  Does that make the loss any better?  Then the Lord says to not to trust your understanding of the situation, but to have faith in Him. I give up. I'm done. You win.Maybe if I am able to let go, to lose it, to know that it is not mine to have then I might gain an understanding. Let go and let God.