The Black Women's Curse

I just realized that our curse is relying on ourselves to fo everything. I have yo rely on someone else to take care of me. I couldn't do that without always having a backup for myself. I have to trust you to take care of me. God knows if I am trusting in you completely. I have to believe you are protecting me and that you love me. I have faith that this is good. This will work. I am good. I will make this work. I can do better. I have to trust you, without a doubt. Dear God, what were you thinking. I can do this. It's possible. It can be done. It will be done. Thank God for everything. Forgive those who have disappointed me and trust again. I can do this. Thank you God.