Missed Opportunities

I have so many missed opportunities. I should have been more aware of the moment yesterday. I should have walked around the museum with you. I wasnt even thinking straight. My mind was elsewhere, I miss so may opportunities with you. I cant believe this is continuing. When do I get it right? Will I ever?  I think I was going through my jealousy stage yesterday. I knew that someone who seems to think they are going to be your next Mrs., was on the same bus with you and you have a very good realtionship with them. I just know if you were still interested in me or had moved on.