Friday, June 26, 2015

When life gets messy

.Job 5 The Message (MSG)

Don’t Blame Fate When Things Go Wrong

5 1-7 “Call for help, Job, if you think anyone will answer!
    To which of the holy angels will you turn?
    The hot temper of a fool eventually kills him,
    the jealous anger of a simpleton does her in.
I’ve seen it myself—seen fools putting down roots,
    and then, suddenly, their houses are cursed.
Their children out in the cold, abused and exploited,
    with no one to stick up for them.
Hungry people off the street plunder their harvests,
    cleaning them out completely, taking thorns and all,
    insatiable for everything they have.
Don’t blame fate when things go wrong—
    trouble doesn’t come from nowhere.
It’s human! Mortals are born and bred for trouble,

    as certainly as sparks fly upward.

What a Blessing When God Corrects You!

8-16 “If I were in your shoes, I’d go straight to God,
    I’d throw myself on the mercy of God.
After all, he’s famous for great and unexpected acts;
    there’s no end to his surprises.
He gives rain, for instance, across the wide earth,
    sends water to irrigate the fields.
He raises up the down-and-out,
    gives firm footing to those sinking in grief.
He aborts the schemes of conniving crooks,
    so that none of their plots come to term.
He catches the know-it-alls in their conspiracies—
    all that intricate intrigue swept out with the trash!
Suddenly they’re disoriented, plunged into darkness;
    they can’t see to put one foot in front of the other.
But the downtrodden are saved by God,
    saved from the murderous plots, saved from the iron fist.
And so the poor continue to hope,
    while injustice is bound and gagged.

17-19 “So, what a blessing when God steps in and corrects you!
    Mind you, don’t despise the discipline of Almighty God!
True, he wounds, but he also dresses the wound;
    the same hand that hurts you, heals you.
From one disaster after another he delivers you;
    no matter what the calamity, the evil can’t touch you—

20-26 “In famine, he’ll keep you from starving,
    in war, from being gutted by the sword.
You’ll be protected from vicious gossip
    and live fearless through any catastrophe.
You’ll shrug off disaster and famine,
    and stroll fearlessly among wild animals.
You’ll be on good terms with rocks and mountains;
    wild animals will become your good friends.
You’ll know that your place on earth is safe,
    you’ll look over your goods and find nothing amiss.
You’ll see your children grow up,
    your family lovely and lissome as orchard grass.
You’ll arrive at your grave ripe with many good years,
    like sheaves of golden grain at harvest.

27 “Yes, this is the way things are—my word of honor!
    Take it to heart and you won’t go wrong.”


Dear Lord, Father God, My Almighty God in Heaven, My Spiritual Leader and Advisor, I try very hard to figure out how to make it better. The best thing to do is pray.

Hello

God grant me the strength to keep believing in your strength and power. I now know that you are my rock and my desire. What ever happens to me, I will continue to devote my life to you. I make mistakes, I can be my worse enemy, or best friend. My choice. Lord I try to do the right things. I try to make a difference. I spill out my heart and mind and emotions. I know that all things  work together for God's good. I will get better. I am better. I am not claiming any continual health problems. 2015 is half way over and I for one can't wait to see the end of it. This has been a busy time for you and I pray daily that you are safe and successful with all of your endeavors . You are true to your cause. You are doing a good job. You are a blessing and are loved very much by me and everyone else. Don't let the negative bring you down. If anyone can find the positive and ethical argument its you. Speak the truth and know that you are not alone. I love you.

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Good Night and Congrats on 40 years!

Romans 8

I feel like the whole chapter is ours. God is with us. Why he doesn't cooperate with us more, why does everything have to be so hard? 

I am so happy you were recognized for your life's work. Your entire adult life has been dedicated to your  work. You deserved that and more. Don't belittle yourself and say you don't deserve, you are a humble man and you have wonderful integrity, devotion and loyalty. We love you, some of us love you a whole lot. I love you a whole lot. Why, Lord, is this what we are supposed to do? I feel my responsibility is to stay healthy, stay faithful, stay positive and just stay. Be there, maybe I'm needed sometimes to remind you that you are human, humble, and damn cute.

What to do to be a mature, responsible adult. Today was clear liquids for me, no solids. Tomorrow colonoscopy. My ten year check. All will be fine I'm sure of it. Why and how did a simple knee replacement turn into a heart attack for women. Heart's fine, major arteries fine but women, we are so special, we have smaller arteries that can be a problem and they don't operate, just give you more pills to add to the number you are already taking just to keep yourself normal. The Devil is busy, but I'm fighting with well being checks and screenings, and follow ups. The most important thing is prayer. I pray for you, me, my church family, my family, the whole world. Know that you are loved and needed. Good Night My Love and please don't worry about me, I'm going to be fine, and so are you.

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Missing Today

I'm sorry I'm not going to be there.

Friday, June 5, 2015

Friday









John 15 

The Vine and the Branches

15 “I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2 He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. 3 You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. 4 Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.

5 “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6 If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.7 If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. 8 This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.


This church is where I first found out about God. I didn't know him, but I learned of a higher power. You brought me closer. I had a pastor/social worker professor in Boise who also prepared me to come closer to the real Almighty. Her and her husband were Baptist.  When I returned here and found you, I knew God was guiding my path.  I will remain in Him. I know I can't do this without Jesus. We are stronger together. You have a good heart and spirit. You are not perfect and neither am I but I strive for perfection rather than settle for mediocre. I love you and have a blessed day. Do not stress yourself out today. What were you worrying about a year ago, do you even remember what it was. Be anxious for nothing. Turn it over to God.

Einstein says the meaning of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. You are a brilliant man, you will be heard and believed.

Thursday, June 4, 2015

You Are Closer Than You Think

That was the title of one of your sermons and when I opened my bible to ask God Why, that was the flyer that was there on the pages that opened up to Jeremiah 36

I guess I wanted to know from God, why, why, why.

When I feel sad and discouraged about just the trials and tribulations of life, I ask God, what's going on. My people are better off than they were 100 years ago even though they are not where they should be, they aren't where they were. I hate it when men call/think that I am a lesbian because I don't want to talk to them. A woman over fifty without a man in her life must be one in their eyes. 

I'm looking forward to seeing you on Saturday. I'm excited about your future and mine. Whatever God has in store for us I'm ready. Come on with it. I'm going to watch the semi finals of Roland Garros and get mind mind on something else. Be Blessed tonight. Kiss, kiss. Good Night.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Please Take Care of Yourself

Ezekiel 34:12
As a Shepard looks after his scattered flock when he is with them, so will I look after my sheep. I will rescue them from all the places where they were scattered on a day of clouds and darkness.

You are a man who truly cares for his flock. Please, please, take care of yourself. I hear you are overworked, as usual. Ÿou are not sleeping well, you have too much on your mind. Please don't worry about me. I am going to be fine. You helped me find the strength to keep moving forward and not give up. You helped me find my strength in God so don't you lose yours. You are courageous to do what you do. I kñow you feel if you don't do, who will, but what can I do without you? You are My Love and know matter what happens, I still love you. Keep the Faith Baby!
You are in need of a vacation. Please take one this year. I wish I could just hold your head in my lap and just massage your temples so you can relax. You can't do it all. 
Einstein says insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results. Whatever happens with us will be God's will and I truly believe this is God's doing. Relax, when the time is right, we will know. I love you and pray that you sleep peacefully tonight.

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