Today

Today was the first day in a long time, I mean at least 10-12 months that I woke up feeling good. I didn't have any aches and pains and no depression. I was truly excited and energetic about getting out of bed and starting my day. I thank God for that. I prayed for healing and took my medicine. God was there for me as always. I will not feel sorry for myself. I am made in the image and likeness of my Father, the Lord God Almighty. I will get back to writing in the morning. I was encouraged today. I had been so lethargic and sick for so long it just seem to be all I could think about. I didn't want to write because it was always so pitiful and woe is me. I couldn't seem to pull myself out of it. But today was a new day. I didn't feel sick. It was like I was cured, just like that. God said ok, enough, let's move on now. Weeping may endure for a night, but joy does come in the morning. We will endure some hardships but just hang in there, it will change. Thank you God for the change. I know tomorrow is another day, but today, I am well. It is well with me. I am content. Let me solve some other world problems now that I don't have to think about myself. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. I love you.

My Hopes and Fears

Lord I put my hope in you. A middle aged, woman, overweight, now limping, I'm just a mess. I wonder if you are ashamed of me? Who would want to be bothered? I trust you Lord, that there is still some love there. Let us begin with a new hope and belief that all things are truly possible. I put my faith in you. I believe that there is a huge possibility that change is here. Life is to be lived with the people you love if at all possible. I know I love you and will always fight for that love. God bless you tonight and always.

Morning

I woke up with you on my mind, which is very common these days and I prayed about it. Lord draw me nearer, not further away. Keep me strong, secure and safe. Don't let me mess up my life and opportunities. Help me find my way through this life maze that continues daily. Today is a new beginning. Thank you Lord for another day. Help me Lord in every step, turn and decision that I make. I know that you are with me. All the blessings, glory and honor belong to you Lord. Hàve a very blessed day today.  You are loved so much. 

Hope

Hope is my goal. It may not look like it, it may not feel like it but I will keep saying that it is so.

Hope and Faith

Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Hebrews 1:1

Faith gives substance to hope so that what I truly hope for will manifest. Healing and trust are mine. Trust and believe that it is so. All things are possible to them that believe -Mark 9:23 give voice to my faith. Believe

Redwood Trees

"Strong people know how to keep their lives together even when everything else around them is falling apart.

My Heart Cries because of Your Pain

I don't profess to know what you feel, nor do I think any words that I say will make you feel better. He was more than an assistant, more like a son or brother, I would imagine,  while I didn't know him well, I knew that he was devoted to you and supported your goals for the faith community. His family is blessed to have you and you are blesse to have them. If there is anything at all that I can do for you I am only to ready to do it, anything at all that you need, just ask. You are very special to me. My heart breaks when I know yours is broken. Life is unpredictable. We truly do not know the day or the time. We think we have time and it's truly a myth. Live life now. The heart wants what the heart wants and that's you and me. I will pray for comfort for you tonight.

It's Amazing

It's amazing how much I love you and there's not a thing you can do about.