Healing is a Process, I still love you

My Love

“Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word,”

Ephesians 5:25-26 NIV

http://bible.com/111/eph.5.25-26.niv

I Love You Anyway

We need burner phones if we are really going to do this, I'm very confused on where you stand in this matter and if anything is going to be done to make matters better between us. We need to talk privately.

You make me happy

I love you, have a blessed day. Listen, before you speak. You are my sunshine.

I'm in love with Jesus an he's in love with me

Good Morning My Love,

I pray that you slept well and woke refreshed. Don't let the worries of this world bother yo. I love and you will have a spectacular day. Remember, honesty, integrity, and locality is most important.

With Much Love

I pray that you tak care of yourself. You are very special to me. Use your words, not your anger all the times. Teach that anger is not the only alternative.

I lobe you, good night

H

Happy Memorial Day

Hello My Love,

I hope you allowed every to celebrate you birthday in high fashion. I wish I could have been the, but alas bedrest is my prescription. I hate the house. Mom smelled gas this morning, called nicer, they came out and the water heater is leaking. If it's not one thing it's another. Pray that we get this home equity loan. Now watch, whoever is reading this journal will send me stuff on home repair, water heaters, etc. I receive phone calls with hang ups, heavy breathing, wtf. We report to police, were told to be careful. Be Blessed and be a blessing to someone. I love you.

Well well well

Back in the hospital...nmh.,.,,will this ever end

Happy Birthday

Teach what is good. Like how we pass the baton in a relay race, we pass our faith on to others. Individual by individual. 

Life by life.

Heart by heart.

Jesus said, "Let the children alone.dont get between them and me.these children are the kingdom's pride and joy.

Luke 18:16 The Message

Count your blessings, name them one by one, and you will discover exactly what God has done for you. (From Women of God, Living in Grace)

Change

"Personal change begins for each of us when we cry out to God for what God wants for us with open hands and expectant hearts.  -  Bruce Wilkson

God is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us.. Ephesians 3:20

My nephew's birthday, you know I don't knot how to insert random pictures, but it will allow me to insert from my camera, so you are my Superman today.

May the Lord bless you today. May God shine upon you today. 

Numbers 6:24-26

U are loved so much

Puposeful

Be Purposeful

We are not children, we are adults

We have made our bed

God is Good

Hello Sweètie,

I hope you had a good day and your evening isn't going too bad. I'm excited for you. I'm excited for me, too. It's going to be alright. 

Maturity

Maturity does come when realization comes. Maturity comes at a huge cost. You  know big cities with beautiful views cost. Terms include what I will not. That list of will nots is what is important to me. I know that Jesus is my only hope. 

Burn ham Place, Printers Row is what will make me live in the city and the rents are ridiculous. Who would want anything less for a loved one. Indoor Parking, private invoronment. Amenities are perfect and it's close to my school. How CPS can list that for teachers as high as that rent is. My, my, my what is a sincere girl wanting to return to her town, but not any other way. It has nice views. I want to make sure that if sin is again on my plate because of my flesh and weakness, then, it has to be in style. When I am judged by people, I have to remember that God is my judge. I want to remember in an environment that is conducive to my needs too. U nchartered  territory. 

Hill and Bill

She is walking into a sweet situation, stay calm, keep her mouth closed, enjoy the pies, and just sail on into the position. No worries. Forget the ups and downs. She's a woman first of all, had a naturally body born child, doesn't matter how, she has raised a family, from straying bill, encouraging her child to do good, and she just keeps smiling. Not Chesire Cat smile, but more like Dory from Finding Nemo, she's going to ride this wave for as long as she can, she deserves it, and let us find out what she really can do to help us middle people, who are bearing the load. What will that bring more misery or some relief?

Stay Calm, Smile

Rejoice in Hope

"why is it so difficult to tolerate the faults of others? Have we forgotten that Jesus bore our sins?

-Pope Francis, Twitter, May 12, 2015

Right....thank God for papal intervention to change/steady my heart. Stay Calm, everything will be alright.

Forgiveness and Trust

Praying Wife

"...the power of a praying wife is not a means of gaining control over your husband...it's laying down all claim to power and relying on God's power to transform you, your husband, and your circumstances and your marriage." Stormie Omartian

Nobody should seek his own good, but the good of others. 1 Corinthians 10:24

Wow...I wonder what Millennia child suggested to POTUS to get on Twitter and jam it up a little. You wrote the playbook and they are using it against you. Can't wait to join once the fray is over. Tried to follow today. Maybe tomorrow. Good Job, maybe.

Monday

May God Bless us this Day.

May our thoughts be pure and closer to God.

May we recognize God's voice.

May we realize that we enter this world a blank slate.

God had already decided our future and purpose.

Ages 0-5 are the formative developmental years for children. That is who we are.

Were we loved, taught to love, or were we hated and taught to hate.

It always surprised/distressed me how quickly we seem to be developing transportation problems with our mid tech transportation and low tech transportation. Isn't that military skill strategies. Hell you taught them. bush and Cheney's Halliburton War. Are we to always pay for the sins of the father?

Hit communication, transportation, and food and you have struck a nation. Is it famine time or feastime "also, who's feasting and who is in famine? Where is middle ground or as the scales need to balance sometimes you throw everything you were going to do out and some things you save. 

Inauguration Day will mess with my driving today. My appt is at 3pm at nmh I pray all the traffic restrictions are allowing me to my destination in a timely manner, just let me be on time.

Restore our Lands. God Almighty hear our prayers.

Wonderful Teaching Sermon

Dear Love of My Life,

Please stop terrorizing your staff. Go watch Draft Day. I just watched it yesterday, it was good, you will like it. I Loved Today's Sermon, reminded me of bible study.

No one has told me anything. You are a star, SUPERSTAR ! I just hate the hidden part of, mmmmm, nothing but a dream. You are on the other end of that dream, but I have many more. No one has ever said anything bad to me about you. I'm Ms Sunshine and You are The Annointed One. Blessed and highly favored by God. I Love You.

Poems and Thoughts 

The Road Less Travelled

When Two Roads Converge in the Woods-Frost

What to do, what to do?

Why I feel that  has happened, I don't know. Female Intuition. Will I do it is another question I heard. Well God has seen fit to turn me into a nun the last fifteen years and I think I know how to behave in a contractual, loving, social and adventurous and dreamy at heart. 

You are all that for me today and everyday these last fifteen years. Now what could change that. What do I feel has changed that? I don't know. You are going to have a birthday soon. 

Happy Birthday!

Give Us This Day

One day at a time. My Creator knows what I can handle. Today IS a good day.

If Love Were the Cure

My foolishness always gets me into trouble, thinking of you never does anything but makes me cry now. I thought you loved me, but I thought wrong. The God in me says believe in the one day, someday, etc., the Spirit says , Really?!?!, you thought he loved you, and my heart says Yes, he love me, Yes ME.

But we have the earthly distractions that allow us to say and be foolish and believe whatever we want because I am wonderfully and marvelously made. We are all Children of God. Gods got the man for me because he knows I'm no piece of cake and neither will he be, but together, we just work, we fit, that man is respectful, loving, assertive, loyal and committed. 

My Man.

I won't be there today and won't be able to listen either, not that is matters anyway

New Life in an Old Body

Lord, I started this blog over ten years ago. At that time I was asking for my mate. Why couldn't I have a lover, friend and husband. What's wrong with me? So I concentrated on family, career and church. I occupied my time until I thought you had brought me the man of my dreams. Just a few roadblocks in the way. Lord, you never make it easy. You sent your only Son and allowed him to be killed for my sins and others because you "LOVE" him so much. You sent Abraham to take his son's life, a son who had been cherished and loved dearly. Abraham trusted you and was ready to kill his son for you. After showing that he would actually do it you send an angel to stop him..

Lord I do not understand you. Sacrifice, pain, suffering, sadness, despair. But through it all we know we must love our Creator. He has Food and not Evil for is. We just don't understand his ways. His ways are not our ways. Why Lord, WHY?

Which One Was The One?

Thank You Lord for your blessings and your love. I had hoped, but yet again my hopes were dashed by a man whom I say I love but don't see or even know if he cares. I saw Father Thulani and was so happy to see him and others from the church who missed me. I won't be there for Mother's Day, no one to drive me, but what do you car

I loved the casting call, I was a theatre major. I pray that Spike Lee has the heart and soul to produce something like "Four Little Girls". I show that at a lesson and we reach, at least I reached students who had no clear picture of the facts. To learn the story from the student point of view and the repercussions on the parents was devastation. I pray that we in Englewood are not stereotyped. 

Who is this insignificant Black Republican who says he can keep 3 million.

I pray that Spike know that he is making history here and the importance to the human race is essential,

I had problems with the name too. Chiraq, so I asked some young people why he would call it that and my understanding is that after 9/11 the enemy was no longer in a uniform. Iraq and Afganistan was their war. This area has been at war since Tripoli. The States is now fight and retreat. Our children did not return from the Vietnam War saying Chinam or Chigermany. Why the need for a song that relates to the young for a word that anyone over 40 has a problem with. The 90's to 2015 recognition of their struggle has not been the best. Will spike show stereo types like do the right thing. Will he focus or try to cover every black problem in two minutes? What's his purpose and goal. How do we help and benefit. The community should see a double increase. Lord knows I hope he can pay for it. Put his money where his mouth is. I met him once when I went to see Michael Jordan play in the 90's. I was so excited. I pray that I can do God's will. I got two get well cards from charm members and two calls to check in. I am improving. I pray that July to August while I'm in Seattle that I will continue to improve.i pray that God gives you the desires of your heart. my desires are not on God's time. Sometimes I wonder where my file is on God's desk. Throw me a bone Lord. Give me your table scraps. Help Me Heal Lord. My Lord and My Savior Knows the Desires of My Heart, Body, And Spirit. I love you Lord. I'm in love with Jesus and he's in love with me. He shows me, he tells me, he loves me, he helps me, he acknowledges that love is patient and love is kind. HE LOVES ME, you obviously made your choice and I am a fool to think otherwise. God Bless You.

I Love You

I love you, I LOVE Y o u