Saturday, February 28, 2015

Two Big Things

Romans 8:1-5
There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of Life set me free from the law of Sin and Death. For what the Law was Powerless to do in that it was weakened by the Sinful Nature, Goddid by sending his own Son in the likeness of Sinful Man to be a Sin Offering. And so he condemn sin in sinful man, in order that the righteous requirements of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the sinful nature but according to the Spirit.

Wow!!!
God gets your attention when he wants it. The Lord is my Shepard and I shall not want. I am a sheep in his fold that has been wounded but not out.
I had a heart attack or as the dr put it "a non-st elevated myocardial infarction" also I am obese. I have been losing so much weight with the knee surgery that I don't think weight will be a problem in a few months. I don't have a stent or balloon. He said everything was good . Good heart and arteries. No clogs. Now God doesn't just give me one big thing to deal with, I get two. The knee has been demoted since the angiogram yesterday. They sent me home but I have to rest for 48 hours. Lord, lord, lord, you have my attention. My mom said I have to believe that everything is going to be alright and that I take care of everyone else it's time for me to take care of myself. That's so true. I thought Cornell west was so decent to shake hands with the congregation. Hillary needs to push the women's movement, conservative and solid. God please don't let jeb bush get in there. I hate his Common Core that's creeping across states as the end all be all for education for our technologically challenged students. 
Pray for me if you can. I promise to love love forever.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Tangible Elements of Life

Dear Lord, what am I trying to do? Tangible proof that you love me? Residency, how interesting that I went through residency verification. I now am an official resident of the city. First I was hired because I was qualified in an area where there was a deficit. Ten years had a waiver, now all the schools get closed and there is a surplus of teachers. I'm no longer special. I'm just ordinary. I needed to have my principal sign a document stating that I would be in the same role for three years. Well, new principal and I don't get along so I felt it was better not too have her be the deciding factor on whether I keep my job. I did what I had to do. I am the bread winner in this family. Daddy didn't leave us anything so far that is worthwhile. I have to keep working for nine more years. We are going to see if we can backtrack on this workers comp. my decision making on whether I have make up or a wig is very irrelevant right now. I have to go back to surgery, day surgery, on February 23. Should be a piece of cake. I remember when I worked at Northwestern Hospital as a unit secretary on the oncology floor, Man and woman check in, done this many times, this time, some small thing happened and she was dead. Probably one out of a thousand, or even hundred thousand, but she was that one. I keep thinking about me everytime I go in for some surgery. I know God has me in his hands and that I am loved and cherished. I worship my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I know to pray. Tangible, real, hugs and whispers in my ears that everything will be alright. People lives are at stake. People love each other. At least that's the image portrayed. Reality, for me anyway, is that I will be alone. Ĺ omeone will go with me at 6am and we should be done and on our way home in two hours. Love me, need me, want me.

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