Monday, August 31, 2009

Ministering Sevants

Father God in the name of Jesus, We praise you and thank you for your Word, knowing that you watch over your Word to perform it, and to no Word of yours returns void, but accomplishes that which You please, and it prospers in the thing for which You sent it.

We pray in the name of Jesus, your son, who lives and reigns with you, we confess and believe according to your Word that those in your body who have sown seeds of spiritual good among the people reap from the people's benefit's. You directed that those who publish the good news of the gospel shall live and be provided by the gospel.

We confess that your ministers seek and are eager for the fruit which increases to the credit of the people. You supply our every need according to your riches in Glory in Christ Jesus.

I pray that my character will be remade.

Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. I love you.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Dis God Really Bring Me this far to leave me hanging?

Is it that I am so incompetent that I cant do what God needs me to do? Have I just missed the boat? Am I hoping and hanging on to something that is gone, gone, gone?

Is this really where I am suppose to be? If not then how can I get out of this situation? We don't talk. We barely seem to communicate. If I were not writing in this journal then there would be no communication. Is that what I have to accept for right now. Do I just move on with my life and say that it is over, gone, not going to happen. I just cant believe that this is where I am suppose to be with this situation and if this is not where I am suppose to be the I have failed to do God's will.

It Was Great

Thought provoking. Not just something that was glorifying you because you are a wonderfully charasmatic preacher. you are truly a man who believes in a cause. Your heart is in it all the way. It showed you sincere and thoughtful. The many dimensions of Mike. You deserve the recognition and it has been a long time coming. You give so much of yourself. You do more
I loved your pictures as a boy. You were so cute. God has something good for you.
I dont know what God has in store for me but I pray that we are in each others plans.
Be blessed tonight and be a blessing to someone special.

Monday, August 24, 2009

We Belong

Forgive me Lord for my own insecurities. Lord I don't believe you would have brought me this far to leave me now. I am to wait upon the Lord. I am to be patient. I have to wait. Its not my time, my way or my anything. Its God's time and God's way. Wait for Him. He is worthy. It is worth your while to wait. You have to learn to share. Father in the name of Jesus I come before you asking your forgiveness for being intolerant of one another.Set me free of this impatience. Set me free from public opinion and influence. Wait upon the Lord. Humble your self and go to him at all times in all situations. Stand near and wait. We are precious in his sight so allow God to bring us together. Just wait, wait, wait, wait.

Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone. I love you.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Hello Darling

Good Morning and God bless you today.

Father God I know without a doubt that it is your will that is to be done and not my will.

I know that you are the God of Love, Power and Might. All things are possible through you.

Father God I pray for born again spirit filled people to be involved in our trip today. Heal the mentally and physically handicapped. Allow for an uneventful trip. Keep the rain away while we are outside and don't let any child get lost. This is my first big trip and I pray for success. Let the chaperones be lucid, coherent, responsible people.

Thank You In Jesus' name.

Be blessed and be a blessing to someone special. I love you.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Stay Focused

You are getting so much more positive exposure. I think the town hall meeting will be very good for the cause. I found in my classroom an article that was written in 1998 in Newsweek or US News and World Report, (I still have it at school) where it is about the Pastors waging a war with guns. Moss was also in the article. I had not looked at the article when I initially found the magazine three years ago. I had always planned on copying it and passing it out to my students one day for a discussion topic. I found the magazine again and this time I opened it up and there you were. I think I will do that this week to find out their thoughts on what's going on with their peers. Help us stop the violence against each other.
Desperate times call for desperate measures.

I cant help but wonder what you think? What You are doing> How are you occupying your time? I know you my not writing is my rejecting you and its not. I know you are mad and distant. How can you not be? This is a crazy situation as it is so any change just makes it more crazy. How do we continue to put our faith in something that didn't work the first time and God says, do it again. Try again. Keep going and keep believing. Lord, I don't want to hurt anybody. I don't want to cause sadness for anybody. I want to be authentic and reliable. I want to be sincere and true. I value the possibility of us.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

School's In

Well I'm back.

No more of this lounging and taking care of myself. Its back to the grind. Nose to the grindstone and attitude firm and direct. Keep a cool face and never show your feelings.

What a day! Children come back on Monday and already we have two new initiatives to implement in addition to our own specific area classes. Its great to be back! I am happy to be back.

I need to be committed to the fullest extent. I will walk that road together. Do what I know needs to be done. Take the chance. Continue to try. Keep sending out the message, just like sending the resumes for a job. You send out a hundred (I have never actually sent out a hundred) but you keep trying until you get it right. Until you get the interview. Then you commit yourself to the position. Maybe you dont get the first one but you are now one step closer. I want to be one step closer. I need to be one step closer to you. I want to feel like I have sent out the hundred resumes and now I am in the interview stages. I need to know that I have been successful at this forever, long process. I believe you find comfort, somewhat, in it and I do love the fact that I know I can connect with you mono y mono. But its just not enough and I cannot continue to say one thing and do another. Its like I am lying and I dont want to be a liar. I dont want to be a failure. I dont want to lose. I dont want to give up.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

We are better together

I can only walk by faith and not by sight.
I don't know what the heck is going to happen, but I pray that it happens soon.

This is not what I want, to continue to say one thing and do another. Write in this dumb journal that is not drawing me closer at all. I believe in what I say, I love the Lord and I believe he loves me. I think this journal is a form of communication for us but I just hate it. I can say here what I cant say in person and I want to say this in person. I am disillusioned with this journal. I feel its counterproductive. The further I get away from this maybe I will draw closer in the real world and let this literary piece become second and not first in my line of communication.

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