Friday, November 30, 2007

Hello

How do we distinguish between true and false spirituality? Do we seek the one with a new way if expressing the word? Do we find someone who makes us laugh or someone who can reach our pain? Do we look for the one who we feel truly understands us? Someone who speaks our language.Do we relate to experiences that are common to us? If they dont talk about whats happening to us right now are we disenchanted? Can we tell the difference between the true and false prophet? I cant even watch religious tv anymore. Its not that I have heard anything specific or that something specific has happened, its just a general displeasure with the way they do things. Some set themselves up as experts on situations and dont really have the knowledge.

Im tired and I will have to see you later.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

 

I don't think I told you how beautiful the trees look outside the rectory.

They look very professional. I just love them.

You are so strong and caring. I know this is a truly hard time for you but you can do this and do it well. Soon all you will have to do is just sit back and count the money.

I'm feeling better, the antibiotics are working now.

Last night was good. It is always good to pray.

Be blessed tonight and be a blessing to someone. I love you.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

GOOD NIGHT

We prayed the good prayer of faith.

God hears the prayers of the faithful.

God heard our prayers.

God loves us.

Be blessed and be a blessing. I love you.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Good Night

Good Night my dear, good night.

I watched the NBC5 piece. We are getting exposure now. I'm excited about the corporate prayer. When two or more are gathered...

I will be there for prayer. I went to the doc today. Got some medicine. I will feel much better tomorrow.

God is good and He will hear the prayers of his people.

Much love tonight. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone.

Monday, November 26, 2007

 

Proverbs 13:12 (message) Unrelenting disappointment leaves you heartsick,
                                         but a sudden good break can turn life around.

Hello Darling, we need a good break, something that can turn our lives around. Good will come of the events taking place in our lives. The church will be restored and renewed. The roof and anything else will be repaired. Our relationship will grow. This is not the end or a stalemate. You have a good night. I went to water aerobics tonight so I will sleep well. Tomorrow I have to take daddy to his drs appt so I will be off. Wednesday is aerobics but its also corporate prayer. I havent been to aerobics on Wednesday for two weeks now. I wont worry about that now. Good Night my sweet.

 

 

No Surprises

No surprises today Lord. Nothing that is from left field so to speak. Nothing out of the ordainary. Let today be a calm, return to school.

Sometimes things that arent suppose to upset us does just that and we dont even know why.

Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Just Stand

Put on the whole armor of God and then just STAND.

 Red Faith.

We will raise the money needed and more to cover fixing up that downstairs McMahon Hall. We will have more than enough. You were very visual today.

I want to talk to you. Red Faith.

I write, then I pause, then I think, then I write. Red Faith.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

2 Timothy 2

I know that there are so many things that I want to say to you.  My heart belongs to you. I entrust it to you.

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Good Night

I'm so excited that I have a new coat. My daughter bought me some things to compensate for my babysitting time. I'm really grateful for that. Plus I don't have the baby tomorrow because I'm reading for Gloria tomorrow. I think tomorrow will be a good day. I know that I will be with you tomorrow.

My character is always being challenged. I will continue to love you and love God. I pray that God will always give me reason to trust and love Him.

Tomorrow I plan to ask you something and I pray that you say yes. Then when you say yes I am going to be like oh my God.

Be blessed tonight and be a blessing.

Good Night

I'm so excited that I have a new coat. My daughter bought me some things to compensate for my babysitting time. I'm really grateful for that. Plus I don't have the baby tomorrow because I'm reading for Gloria tomorrow. I think tomorrow will be a good day. I know that I will be with you tomorrow.

My character is always being challenged. I will continue to love you and love God. I pray that God will always give me reason to trust and love Him.

Tomorrow I plan to ask you something and I pray that you say yes. Then when you say yes I am going to be like oh my God.

Be blessed tonight and be a blessing.

Friday, November 23, 2007

I Survived Turkey Day

Thank you God for today. The day after Thanksgiving. There is no more cooking that needs to be done and I am not as exhausted as I was yesterday morning. I do think I am fighting a cold/virus/something that is very yucky. Plenty of fluids, fluids, fluids.

I pray that you are well and that your time spent today is good.

I did spend time in reflection and bible reading.

Daniel 11:36-12:13

Daniel's final prophetic vision gives us strong encouragement and hope during difficult times.

...At that time Michael, the great prince who protects your people, will arise...

Have a wonderful blessed day. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving

 

Thank You Father God

I will give thanks with a grateful heart. I give thanks to the Holy One. Give thanks for all that God has given me.

Hello Darling

I pray that today you will spend it with someone who loves you. Ipray that you are loved and that you have comfort food today that gives you the warmth and love that you need. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone.

 

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Good Morning

Your doos look very nice. They match so well with the building.

Blessings to you this morning. I have terrible traffic on the expressway. I need to leave right now. I am so glad we have a few days off.

What is most meaningful to you at this time? What are you thankful for? What are you doing today?

Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Hello Darling

I dont know why but I am so enthralled with the love of you.

I hope that we are successful in our endeavour.

My thoughts of you are in the morning, in the afternoon and in the evening.

I pray that you are safe and that you are in good health. Know that I love you and am very sorry that I was so busy this morning that I couldnt make an entry.

I love you and cherish your love. Good night and be blessed.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning Darling.

I will press through just to touch the hem, the arm the anything of his garment.

Darling, please forgive me for yesterday. I didnt write and I am very very sorry. I had a very full day and I was very tired.

I will spend some time in praise and thanksgiving over the fact that I am waiting for the promises of God. I am excited about waiting. I will wait on the Lord.

Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone special. I love you.

 

 28-31"Take a lesson from the fig tree. From the moment you notice its buds form, the merest hint of green, you know summer's just around the corner. And so it is with you. When you see all these things, you know he is at the door. Don't take this lightly. I'm not just saying this for some future generation, but for this one, too—these things will happen. Sky and earth will wear out; my words won't wear out.


Saturday, November 17, 2007

Good Morning

Hello Darling

You're probably wondering why I am up so early.

Well let me put your mind to rest, like Job 19 and 20, I am relentlessly being abused by my career. I have training this morning and to make matters worse, its all the way at Loyola on Sheridan, also its all day 8:30-2:45. Whole day spent in training. We God has blessed me to think of this as a way of increasing my assets and marketable skills. If this doesn't work out here, I will make new contacts and be a viable source for next year. My dear, I thoroughly enjoyed the evening of worship. Thank you for waiting until I got there. Even if you didn't, I feel like you did. Glory, glory, glory. God is good all the time and all the time God is Good. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone. I love you.

Friday, November 16, 2007

Hello

Good Morning Lord.Let my prayer come before you today Lord, Listen and answer me. Psalm 88:2

Lord this morning was a reflective time for me. I found something that I didn't know was bothering me. Organization and planning. I'm terrible at this and I see that its bothering me that I am bad at this. Today will be a reflective day of praise and worship. I have things that need to be improved within myself and I want the ability to improve those deficit areas. 'Be blessed today and know that you are loved dearly.

 

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Good Night

Poem Title: Good Night, Sweet Dreams

It's been a busy day
time has quickly gone
On your pillow lay your head
in your mind put a song

Allow peace to seep inside
let the angels lull you to sleep
Leave your cares behind you
for tomorrow they will keep

Good night, sweet dreams
go have your rest
As you arise tomorrow
you'll be your best

Good Night!

©2007 Mary E. Carpio

 

 

Thankful

Thank you God for your wonderful gifts.


Thank You for a warm and secure home.

Thank You for the ability to wake up, dress myself and drive myself to a job.

Thank you for allowing me to find someone to love and who loves me.

Thank You for loving me even when I didn't love myself.

Thank You for all that you have ever done for me.

I am grateful this morning and I want to be reflective about the wonderful Counselor, Father, Abba, Yahweh, The Almighty God, in my life. Thank You.

I will remember the blessings for me, from God, that I have received and be thankful. I will meditate on all the wonderful things that have already been done for me and know that I am not forgotten nor forsaken.

Sometimes I put false hope in being content if I can just do this or have that. My contentment comes with knowing God. I love you, have a blessed day today.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Today

Today was a good day, surprisingly enough.

I knew I would have a sub so I could work on the stuff I needed to work on but I didn't know I would meet with my CNTC coach. That took up most of the morning so I didnt have an opportunity to do the other stuff they wanted me to do but I saw that I was going to be busy for the day so I just did what I could do to make the day salvageable.

Then I lost my student list. I had to print another one and two students go over the list to compare it to the folders that I had. Now I will have a chance to finish the interviews with the other students. I still have about thirty students to interview. One of the teachers told me that this is the first time they had such a good emphasis on the science fair. That made me feel good. Now administration has to give me some accolades to keep the enthusiasm going. I cant wait to have this over.

How was your day? I strongly have every desire and plans to be there on Friday. With my young charge. Please make sure its an evening worthy of our time and effort to be there. Trust me it will be a small feat for me to leave work, go through the traffic home, pick up the baby, travel back out in traffic to church, then to find myself enjoying the evening. Make it worth my time and effort.

Good Morning

 

A crisis will capture your attention. But the response to a crisis can differ greatly from person to person. Some people become bitter and are hardened due to the devastation that a crisis will bring. Some quietly endure but learn nothing from the experience. They have just gone through it, they were the victim. A few however find their lives are purified, deepened and strengthened by the devastation. Thinking about the most tragic things that have ever happened to me personally, I find that I have been through each of these stages at one time or another. Yesterday, my daughter picked me up from school, so of course she wanted to get some Harold's while she was in Hyde Park. A woman with two girls maybe 6 and 8 came to the car begging. I was in the store paying for her food because she didn't have any money so when I came out, she told me about the woman and how she was homeless and she felt sorry for them and how they looked like a good family just had some hard times. We know that the largest group of homelessness are women and children. We drove around so I could give them some money. Then we prayed for them and thanked God that we weren't homeless, on the street. I thought about how horrible that must be, the inner turmoil of having to provide daily. The children didn't seem too bad but there was some wear and tear on them and the mother. I just know that this experience will be a very tragic and memorable time for them. I know I complain about my miserable life and the crap that I have to attend to as if its important in the whole scheme of the universe but when your safety and security are challenged, when you don't know where you will sleep and where your next meal will come from. As a teacher I might have that student in my class and may not even know they are dealing with homelessness. We don't know all of the things that our students deal with. Some are the caregivers for older relatives. They take care of the younger siblings and some take care of the home in general. Maybe they are trying to just stave of the next steps to their homeless situation. I feel my inner life is in crisis and I pray that I will be shown how to repent.

Back to the grind stone. Put things in perspective. A true crisis is not whether every student has a science fair project. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone.

Joel 1 Get in Touch with Reality—and Weep!

 1-3 God's Message to Joel son of Pethuel:

    Attention, elder statesmen! Listen closely,
   everyone, whoever and wherever you are!
Have you ever heard of anything like this?
   Has anything like this ever happened before—ever?
Make sure you tell your children,
   and your children tell their children,
And their children their children.
   Don't let this message die out.

 4What the chewing locust left,
   the gobbling locust ate;
What the gobbling locust left,
   the munching locust ate;
What the munching locust left,
   the chomping locust ate.

 5-7Sober up, you drunks!
   Get in touch with reality—and weep!
Your supply of booze is cut off.
   You're on the wagon, like it or not.
My country's being invaded
   by an army invincible, past numbering,
Teeth like those of a lion,
   fangs like those of a tiger.
It has ruined my vineyards,
   stripped my orchards,
And clear-cut the country.
   The landscape's a moonscape.

 8-10Weep like a young virgin dressed in black,
   mourning the loss of her fiancé.
Without grain and grapes,
   worship has been brought to a standstill
   in the Sanctuary of God.
The priests are at a loss.
   God's ministers don't know what to do.
The fields are sterile.
   The very ground grieves.
The wheat fields are lifeless,
   vineyards dried up, olive oil gone.

 11-12Dirt farmers, despair!
   Grape growers, wring your hands!
Lament the loss of wheat and barley.
   All crops have failed.
Vineyards dried up,
   fig trees withered,
Pomegranates, date palms, and apple trees—
   deadwood everywhere!
And joy is dried up and withered
   in the hearts of the people. Nothing's Going On in the Place of Worship

 13-14 And also you priests,
   put on your robes and join the outcry.
You who lead people in worship,
   lead them in lament.
Spend the night dressed in gunnysacks,
   you servants of my God.
Nothing's going on in the place of worship,
   no offerings, no prayers—nothing.
Declare a holy fast, call a special meeting,
   get the leaders together,
Round up everyone in the country.
   Get them into God's Sanctuary for serious prayer to God.

 15-18What a day! Doomsday!
   God's Judgment Day has come.
The Strong God has arrived.
   This is serious business!
Food is just a memory at our tables,
   as are joy and singing from God's Sanctuary.
The seeds in the field are dead,
   barns deserted,
Grain silos abandoned.
   Who needs them? The crops have failed!
The farm animals groan—oh, how they groan!
   The cattle mill around.
There's nothing for them to eat.
   Not even the sheep find anything.

 19-20God! I pray, I cry out to you!
   The fields are burning up,
The country is a dust bowl,
   forest and prairie fires rage unchecked.
Wild animals, dying of thirst,
   look to you for a drink.
Springs and streams are dried up.
   The whole country is burning up.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Learning to Wait on the Lord

 

Thank God for all that the Lord has done to love me and teach me the right things to do and say.

I'm so tired right now.

I pray for peace and comfort tonight. I pray that I will sleep through the night and wake refreshed. Thank You  God for your blessing.,

Monday, November 12, 2007

Pass it on

2 Timothy 2 Doing Your Best for God 1-7So, my son, throw yourself into this work for Christ. Pass on what you heard from me—the whole congregation saying Amen!— to reliable leaders who are competent to teach others. When the going gets rough, take it on the chin with the rest of us, the way Jesus did. A soldier on duty doesn't get caught up in making deals at the marketplace. He concentrates on carrying out orders. An athlete who refuses to play by the rules will never get anywhere. It's the diligent farmer who gets the produce. Think it over. God will make it all plain.

 8-13Fix this picture firmly in your mind: Jesus, descended from the line of David, raised from the dead. It's what you've heard from me all along. It's what I'm sitting in jail for right now—but God's Word isn't in jail! That's why I stick it out here—so that everyone God calls will get in on the salvation of Christ in all its glory. This is a sure thing: <BR \>
   If we die with him, we'll live with him;
   If we stick it out with him, we'll rule with him;
   If we turn our backs on him, he'll turn his back on us;
   If we give up on him, he does not give up—
      for there's no way he can be false to himself.

 14-18Repeat these basic essentials over and over to God's people. Warn them before God against pious nitpicking, which chips away at the faith. It just wears everyone out. Concentrate on doing your best for God, work you won't be ashamed of, laying out the truth plain and simple. Stay clear of pious talk that is only talk. Words are not mere words, you know. If they're not backed by a godly life, they accumulate as poison in the soul. Hymenaeus and Philetus are examples, throwing believers off stride and missing the truth by a mile by saying the resurrection is over and done with.

 19Meanwhile, God's firm foundation is as firm as ever, these sentences engraved on the stones: <BR \>
   god knows who belongs to him.
   spurn evil, all you who name god as god.

 20-21In a well-furnished kitchen there are not only crystal goblets and silver platters, but waste cans and compost buckets—some containers used to serve fine meals, others to take out the garbage. Become the kind of container God can use to present any and every kind of gift to his guests for their blessing.

 22-26Run away from infantile indulgence. Run after mature righteousness—faith, love, peace—joining those who are in honest and serious prayer before God. Refuse to get involved in inane discussions; they always end up in fights. God's servant must not be argumentative, but a gentle listener and a teacher who keeps cool, working firmly but patiently with those who refuse to obey. You never know how or when God might sober them up with a change of heart and a turning to the truth, enabling them to escape the Devil's trap, where they are caught and held captive, forced to run his errands.

We have to remember to keep the message fresh for the youth.. They are the ones who will pass it on.

I  will not stand in lines to speak to you or to contact you in any way., I just can't do that anymore. That is my decision for today . I feel there is a certain urgency in our message now. I love you. I need you to know that.

Morning

Bless the Lord. Thank You God for today. Thank You Lord for my life. I could have not waken up today. Nothing is guaranteed to any of us. As we see daily, we know neither the time nor the place when we will be called to answer God. I continue to plan for my life and pray that God will guide me. Make me sit down and listen to what he wants me to do and then prod and push me to do it.

Today I will take Austin to the museum. Then we have the carpet people coming so we can get some estimates for the areas we want to remodel/recarpet/wood floors/ whatever/

This journey of remodeling and moving/packing. Managing two homes. Its going to be a challenge for me. Thank God I have help in this process.

My heart belongs to you. You are My Love. Have a blessed and wonderful day.

Ephesians 3:16-19 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)

Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society


16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.


Sunday, November 11, 2007

Open the Eyes of My Heart Lord

I wont take nothing for my journey.

My Road to Damascus

Why did it have to go so long today? I had to leave to pick up my daughter from work. Then we have to go over to my girlfriend's house. Her father died on Thursday and the funeral is Wednesday. I wont be going on Wednesday but I did want to see her. Anna is going to do her hair tonight.

It was necessary to have the testimony, the song, the dedication. All of that was very important, I just didn't realize how late it was until everything was over. I wanted to talk to you. Father God I pray that you heal him. Not for me. If I never have him for my own, I just pray that you heal him. Let him be well. Let him get well Lord. I love him and need him. I want him in my life. Pleas Lord, save him.

Good Morning

I am redeemed by the blood of the Lamb. My sins are forgiven and I forgive others who may have sinned against me. I am asking for protection for my family daily. I know that there are those who are seeking to harm us because of their contempt for us but we are children of God and we belong to the most high God.  Lord we seek safety in a violent place. Lord you see the violence in our streets and in our schools and our workplaces. The drug dealers, gang members and the wanna bes who are in our neighborhood and sometimes in our homes. They are not living secular and alone. Others know of them, know what they do and how they do it. They don't trust the police enough to tell and keep telling. Tell somebody, who can tell somebody, who can tell somebody. Lord guard us always. Confuse the tongues of those that cause strife, mischief and harm. Father God you alone are our safety and protection. Guide us, guard us, do not let us stumble. Continue to remind us that we belong, we are worthy and we are loved and needed. I love you. I belong here.

1 John 3

 1How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him.


Psalm 123:4 We have endured much ridicule from the proud,
       much contempt from the arrogant.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Good Morning

Glory be to God. This is the day that the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it.

Today is report card pickup day so we start at noon and finish at 6:15pm. Not 6 but 6:15pm. But of course I have a meeting for the area science fair coordinators at 10 am. They love to take up my time. Saturday is another day of training. Next Saturday, another day of training. But enough of that, I really don't mind the training, I love classes. I am that life long learner. I just don't like it taking up my Saturdays and my free time. We do get paid for it, I'm just being grouchy right now. Science Fair is rounding the corner and I have lots to do. I pray that it all goes well. I have my AP giving me time away from class. I was shocked she did that yesterday, i could us about two more of those so that I can really give a bam bam bam science fair.

Well I better get ready, cant be late for the meeting, Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone special. I love you.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Good Morning

Thank you Father God for today. I woke up at 2:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. I had too much stuff on my mind. Good News is I get to sleep a little later tomorrow. But I still have to make it through the day today. I think its a Starbucks morning.

I'm going to go back to the basics. Back to the phone Back to the communication mode. Back to just trying to have a conversation, about anything. First it will be hard but then it will improve.

My loneliness has not and will not drive me to another man. I will remind you that I am not the type of woman that will make substitutes for my love and affection. I am struggling with you, how in the world would I just turn myself over to someone else that I don't know or barely know. Not many people can get through the barricade, the real barricade. You snuck in through the barbed wire and found a place within my heart. Your place. No one else can take your place. Even if you are not there you still have that place, it just means the chair is empty for right now but it does belong to someone. Your name is on the chair. That's your chair in my heart. Never worry about me finding someone else. I would rather be alone than to have to deal with someone who is not the one for me.

I need to get ready for today. We are reading Patrol by Walter Dean Myers, since the students will be out for Veteran's Day. I talk to them about my experiences in the Navy and they have lots of questions. I always support the members of the armed forces. I just don't support this president who has no regard for their life or the lives of the people who's country he has invaded.

Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Good Night

 

 

 

Today was a kick in the butt. I cant wait until this month is over. Actually this week. Report card pick up is Thursday. Then the next headache is the science fair. Everyday there is something to do with this fair.

I saw the website today. You have all the power players onboard for your fundraising. I know you will do it.  Where do we go with the distance that we have created between us? You have so many major things going on in your life right now. Your baby is sick, your church needs you desperately. You are working to make it better and I understand that. You didn't even go on a much needed vacation. I imagine next year you will take three or four weeks to make up for all the stress of this year. I know and believe that it will work out. Keep the faith, believe that it will work.

Have a blessed night. I love you.

Monday, November 5, 2007

Good Morning

  Deuteronomy 26 Firstfruits and Tithes  1 When you have entered the land the LORD your God is giving you as an inheritance and have taken possession of it and settled in it, 2 take some of the firstfruits of all that you produce from the soil of the land the LORD your God is giving you and put them in a basket. Then go to the place the LORD your God will choose as a dwelling for his Name 3 and say to the priest in office at the time, "I declare today to the LORD your God that I have come to the land the LORD swore to our forefathers to give us." 4 The priest shall take the basket from your hands and set it down in front of the altar of the LORD your God. 5 Then you shall declare before the LORD your God: "My father was a wandering Aramean, and he went down into Egypt with a few people and lived there and became a great nation, powerful and numerous. 6 But the Egyptians mistreated us and made us suffer, putting us to hard labor. 7 Then we cried out to the LORD, the God of our fathers, and the LORD heard our voice and saw our misery, toil and oppression. 8 So the LORD brought us out of Egypt with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm, with great terror and with miraculous signs and wonders. 9 He brought us to this place and gave us this land, a land flowing with milk and honey; 10 and now I bring the firstfruits of the soil that you, O LORD, have given me." Place the basket before the LORD your God and bow down before him. 11 And you and the Levites and the aliens among you shall rejoice in all the good things the LORD your God has given to you and your household.

 
Ephesians 2 Made Alive in Christ  1As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 3All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature[a] and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath. 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved.
 
 
Joel 2:32- And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.
 
Good morning Lord. Thank you for saving me. We will raise the money needed. We will have tithing and generous offerings to meet all of our needs for the church. We will continue to dedicate ourselves to you Lord.
I love you, have a blessed day today. Bring us closer. Tell me what I can do to make that happen.
 
 

Sunday, November 4, 2007

We Have grown Distant

I need a new picture. I need to recapture my dream. God knows I am not getting any younger and this is not getting any easier. God knows a smile here and ther, a look, a touch, a warm comforting word wouldnt hurt. Is there a manual, is there a flowchart somewhere, how to move from point a  to point b?  How do I make this happen? Less of me and more of God? Leave it up to God. I leave it up to God and we have distance. I stop trying and nothing happens? What's up with that? So what do I do now? Go back to trying? Go back to what I think I need to do? What the heck do I do? Answer that for me.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Miss Potter

OK so I blew off the store for now.

Notes on a Scandal was disturbing and I am now watching Miss Potter, about Beatrix Potter. I find this much more enjoyable. The last movie I have is Breach. I may go to the store after this one and then watch Breach later. Today is my movie day.

A Beautiful Day

Today I awoke early and took Austin to the D<SPAN id=sp-0 title=" CPU, FPU, Pub, Pud, Pug, Pun, Pup" style="BACKGROUND: url(undefinedimages/bg_spellingErr.gif) yellow repeat-x left bottom; PADDING-BOTTOM: 2px; COLOR: #000" _backupTitle="null"> Page Children's Museum. He loved it. We first saw a marionette play about Pinocchio which he could only stand to sit for about twenty minutes. We played in the water, we went through the wind machine, we went up we went down. He just loved it. I will take him back on the 12th. He needs to go about two or three times a month. My next two Saturdays are booked with training. What a drag.

I dropped him off with his mother and now I am watching a movie. Notes on a Scandal. Then I have to go to Sam's Club. We are totally out of paper plates, cups and paper towels. We live on those things.

Then I have to go to daddy's house to get the mail. Finally my day will be over. I have a little of me time in it and I plan to take.  Now is my time for the next two hours.

Friday, November 2, 2007

Harmonious Marriage

You know something, I have this book that I like to begin my journals with. It is a book of prayers and reflections on different subjects. Whenever I come to it, I am able to have a reflective thought of my day and the situation I am dealing with. I trust this book to help me. Lately whenever I open it and ask the question about you and me it always comes to something related to marriage. I don't know if it is because I am reflecting on the subject while <SPAN id=sp-4 title=" AI, Kai, Tai, aid, ail, aim, ain" style="BACKGROUND: url(undefinedimages/bg_spellingErr.gif) yellow repeat-x left bottom; PADDING-BOTTOM: 2px; COLOR: #000" _backupTitle="null"> write this journal or that this is something that is important to both of us. I only know that it keeps coming up. I will sometimes write about something different because I don't want to write about marriage, but lately I will just go where the flow leads me. When I seek my heart and ask God about you and me it always comes up to marriage. I want to believe that this is possible but I must admit I am skeptical. My needs for a relationship are not met and I have certainly not fulfilled your needs for a relationship.  But nevertheless...I will keep believing. I will believe in that ring. Love reigns supreme.  We live and conduct ourselves honorably. I esteem marriage as precious and honorable. Worthy of all the praise.

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Thursday, November 1, 2007

Good Night

I am always more quiet in the evening. I am tired and I am trying to stay awake long enough to make this entry. I can seem to keep my mind focused.

Tomorrow is a good day. PD again. No children, they have another day off. Grades go in on Monday.

good night. Be blessed and be a blessing.

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