Saturday, March 31, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning God. I thank you for today. I ask you to stretch me spiritually so that I am no longer comfortable in where I am. don't let me stay complacent. Move me, disrupt my pattern. To do this Lord, I must trust you. I must feel safe and comfortable with you. But even if I dont feel it, I have to trust you. Know that your plans are not to harm me but to help me, love me and nurture me. I trust you Lord. Remove me from my comfort zone. Dont allow me to be complacent until the end. Create in me a fire and a desire to just do it.

Thank you Lord for today. I have to go practice now. Many plans for today. This is the first day of spring break. Yeah.

Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone special.

Friday, March 30, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. Your grace and blessings Lord I am working hard on pressing toward the mark. I work on forgiveness. Father God I ask you to extend your lordship over every part of my life. I know that I need the care of a good shepherd. Someone who loves me and cares for me. Even when I struggle with him. Thank you for what you have done and thank you for what you are going to do in my life. Your word is the great promises of my life. Forgive me as I forgive. Help me to forgive. thank you you lord for all that you do in my life. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone special.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Hello

Hi

You know sometimes I think that we are connected at the hip.

I just have to believe that God has a hand in this.

I know that we are connected.

The cake was wonderful, thank you. I think that you are wondering and you don't need to wonder. You know that this is secured, signed, sealed and delivered. I'm yours. I know that you have a lot of women who want to place them selves at your disposal but I believe that you have made your choice and you are firm in that choice. Some people can make you wonder.  But then you know that God has made his decision, your are his choice and the others are just a distraction. Just some muddy water distraction. Something that is not important. I say this because I know this person is also following this journal. That has bee one of my biggest distractions. But today I am not concerned about them but concerned about you. How do you feel today? What are your thoughts today? I can be me and know that they are not successful in any endeavor to separate us. God is in this. Have a blessed evening and make sure that you have said your prayers tonight.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

God is Good all the time and all the time God is good. Today was not as bad as it could be but but then it wasn't the worst it could be. Life gets better with time. There seems to be some solutions to my dads dilemma.  I am just so happy that there is a possible buyer.

How was your day today? Corporate fast today. Did you have a good day?

Remember it is good to praise the Lord, proclaim our love in the morning and our faithfulness at night. Thats from the bible. Have a blessed evening and be a blessing to someone special. Love you.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Good Night

Hello and good night. You were really good tonight. Very reflective and very much repentive. I think that I am ready for some soul searching. You said some things that really made me think of my situation. What would I do when or if my father forgives my other brother. I really need to forgive and let go on that matter. Let go and let God. You touched my heart tonight. Thank you.

What a nice birthday surprise. I loved the chocolate cake.

Good Night. Be blessed until the morning.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Hello

 

Well I had my scare for today. I'm in my car and a person begging for money is in the middle of the street. I decide to give him some money. I dont like giving men money because I believe they can work but none the less I give him two dollars. Oh my goodnes, why did one of the bills fly away and the man almost got hit trying to get the bill. I thought on no Lord, dont let this man get hit just because I gave him two dollars. Then I thought maybe I should have given him the five or ten ddollar bill. If that had blown away the man surely would have been hit. I dont need that kind of scare on my way home. I think I told God this morning I would let him take care of the world. Maybe this was a reminder for me to do just that. I would have felt so bad if that man had gotten hit. I told him not to chase the money. He said I need this. I said dont get hit just for a dollar, but then I was reminded that they will do almost anything for money. Remember it takes a lot of humility to beg. I have to work on my spring break package for the children. Needless to say I am counting down the days until Friday.  Have a good evening.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for another beautiful day today. I promise that I will try and let you take care of the world today. I will turn it over to you. I will release all my worries and cares and let you handle them. I know you know my prayers for safe travel and I will als pray that the heat is off in the building and that we dont roast in that classroom. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone very special today. Me.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

good Morning

Good Morning Lord. I got distracted and had to leave. Now I have to rush. Lord know that I am grateful. Thank you for putting the right people in my life at times. Keep me in the right place at the right time. Whatever I have to benefit you Lord I want to use it. I want to pray for those in leadership in our country. Pray that your will will always shine through. I will lift you up forever Lord. I have a right to praise and a desire to praise. I have to finish getting ready now. Time goes by so fast.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Good Night

What if i were a different person? What if I were more like
Bathseheba? What if I were more able and willing to be at your beck and call? Willing to be whatever you needed me to be whenever you needed me to be that./

Today was my birthday. Today I started a car for almost an hour.
Then we drove it in and donated it to the church. We got a call that my dad may not have \his car anymore and I still gave the car to the church. Was I wrong for doing that or was it a meant to be?

After I saw you today I cried all the way home. Why. What is the problem. I should be happy. This is my birthday, I saw you today and I should be happy but I wasnt. We were there together and we should have talked or connected and nothing.

Where is this  leading? What am I suppose to do? This is just something that is very confusing. How do we work this ourt? Is it all on me? Am I the problem?  Can this problem be solved?

Why am I so unhappy. I gave myself roses today. I know that i have to be able to make myself happy. Even at 40 somethings are just not the way you imagine them to be and yhou have to say maybe this is where I am suppose to be.  I am where I am suppose to be right now. What else is there to imagine.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. Thank you for loving me today. You have been my rock and my salvation. I rest in harmony and unity with you Lord. Whatever you want me to do I will do. Teach me how to agree about anything and everything that is from you and through you. Your will be done in my life. I pray that I have completeness and wholeness in the Body of Christ. My mind knows that we love one another. My heart strives to earnestly guard and keep the harmony that we have. I strive for oneness in the Spirit. I commit myself according to the power of God. I belong to God and I work hard to be united in the Spirit. Father God let  your will be done on Earth as it is in heaven. Let me choose your will and your way.  I pray that there is no division in us and that there is only unity and sameness of of mind. We are perfectly joined together and Your Word will speak boldly to us and confirm your work. I'm on a mission form God. I know my God is a jealous God. That can be my problem as well sometimes. I have to check myself and know that God has my best interest at heart and that I am the apple of his eye. I press forward to love those that God loves. The homeless have become lost due to the fact that society feels if its feeding the poor then all of their problems are over. We have food banks, food drives, soup kitchens and more. But the actual word "HOMELESS" is not really being understood. They are usually lost in body and mind. We sometimes don't know or understand how to help. But it doesn't mean we give up. We can't quit. It just can't be that easy. Just because something is hard doesn't mean we give up. We press forward with awareness and information. Some people think that because its been a problem for so long that there is no solution so we just have to accept it. There will always be haves and have nots. Look as Switzerland. They don't have poor and homeless people. It can be done. It must be done. How can we call ourselves Christians when others are in such horrible need? We must remember that if we help one each day, we have done something.

Have a blessed day today and know that the Lord loves you and so do I. 

Thursday, March 22, 2007

good Morning

Good Morning Lord. I am still devoted to you. Thank you for waking me up today and thank you for allowing me to have a place to go this morning. There are many people who have no where to go and their days roll into one. Lord I pray for the homeless who have to struggle each and every day to make a way out of no way. Thank you for truly allowing me and them to be able to face another day of struggle. Your strength guides us through. We shall exalt your name for you are worthy to be praised. God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1)

Lord we prepare for you as the bride prepares for her groom. We have that overwhelming feeling of love because you have chosen me to be your bride. Thank you Lord.

Have a blessed day today and be a blessing to someone special.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Hello

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I was feeling very comfortable last night. The music and the conversation or should I say your private thoughts and intimate moments about your relationship with God.  Our experiences are what solidify our existence here on Earth. If God wanted robots he could have created them but instead He created people who have choices to love him and to worship him, not because he demands it but because he is worthy.  Sometimes we forget that God is God all the time and he is worthy. Good or Bad he is worthy.

Friday I am having a party in my classroom. I told the students it's my birthday on Saturday so I was going to celebrate it with them. We are going to celebrate all birthdays in the classroom on Friday. The tests are finally over and its time to celebrate.

Dont you wonder why God allows us to communicate through this journal? When are we going to get together?

Be blessed and have a good evening.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you Father God for another day. Thank you for your many blessings. I am thanking you for the blessings to come. I will praise and worship you for all that has happened, good and bad, because I am still here. I am here to shout another day. Lord protect all of the people who are experiencing violence in their lives. Provide safety and protection for them. Bring hope to those who feel hopeless. I pray according to your word Lord, bring safety and protection to my children and my family.  Father God in the name of Jesus you alone are our safety and protection. We look to you for our strength and our safety. Keep my family safe. Protect us from the slings and arrows of Satan and his demons. Stay at our side and never leave us. Keep a hedge of protection around us. We bless your name at all times Lord.

Have a blessed day today and see you at bible study.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Family

Today I found out just how trifling my half brother really is. I knew he was bad and someone I didnt ever want to trust but now I found out how he cheated my father. I knew the relationship with the building was not a good thing but now I find out that he not only didnt pay any payments on the building my dad bought for him but he also took out a second mortgage and still didnt make any payments. He took out the second mortgage in October. October my dad was with me. We were never informed about a second mortgage. My dad bought him an apartment building and he messed it up. Then he took a second mortgage out on the building. Never made one payment. The building is now in foreclosure. He basically took 300,000 from my father and has made no effort to do anything about it. He was suppose to try to sell it in December but that failed. Now all of the flack is falling on my father and he doesnt need this. Cant find my half brother. His cell is off and I have left messages for him at work but he doesnt return any call. This is his father and he treats him like this.The man was not a saint but he doesnt deserve this. This is a boy who went to jail for raping his own sister, not me, and was strung out on drugs for a long time. He's clean now but his business dealings are very shady. I didnt trust him before and I dont trust him now. He always said I was stuck up and stand offish. I never wanted to deal with him, I never trusted him. I am thirteen years older than him and I still dont trust him. I want to be mad at my dad for trusting him but I think he has already beat him self up for doing that. Even though he is with me, physically he is fine now but mentally he is not quite there. I think he is kicking himself for trusting him also. All I can do is pray for some peace. Im so mad right now I just want to hit him. I'm handling my father's business now and I have to tell people that the reason why his credit is so bad is because of my brothers business. I either tell them or dont tell them, the only blemish is the building that he bought for him but it is a big blemish. 300,000 is a lot of money. I want to sue him or put him in jail. I feel he took advantage of him. He is aging and I think there is some dementia there and I truly believe he took advantage of daddy. Well enough of my drama. Life will get better or it will stay the same. I have to get that car over there.It was on the agenda but then something happened.

How is your day going? I am not going to let everything that goes wrong ruin my mood. I am not an unhappy person. I wake up happy and thankful. I have a good attitude throughout the day and I am really very positive. I always see the positive side of every situation. Sometimes I am able to make people laugh. Thats what I enjoy. Being positive and making people feel good. Do I make you feel good sometimes? Have we connected this week? Are we still connected? I believe we are. Stay connected. Believe in the dream of you and me. Good Night.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. Thank you for waking me up with a sense of purpose. I have the use of my limbs, my mind is clear and my heart is seeking you. Thank you for the little things that I take for granted. Thank you for helping me to govern my life, not by the flesh but by the Spirit. God you became human and sent your son to be the light that shines in the darkness for us. For me. Your son is full of grace and truth. My days are filled searching for grace and truth. I desire the ability to be peace loving and compassionate. Without doubts and despair. Today I will continue to follow and believe in my God, my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ the Son of the Most High God Almighty.

Have a blessed day today and be a blessing to someone special.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Good Night

I missed not greeting you today. Never think that I do this frivolously. It all depends if the baby is asleep. If the baby is fussy or not. Today the baby was fussy. He's teething. He will be ten months old on the 27th. Today's sermon was good. I love the music. I love the word. Why is that those that cannot hear are not allowed to see your service? Why don't you have a live feed on the Internet during the live service? At least then people who are far away can hear and see the service in its entirety. Why the delay? I understand the reason for not going to TV but the Internet will allow the whole service to shown in its entirety, why is that not an option? There are many people who would benefit from the entire service.That's just my opinion. I love the church and the preacher. The man is anointed by God. I believe that the word is essential to everyone in the word. You have given us many things to think about. To ponder, to know the difference. Convict me and convince me.  God knows the love that I have for him and he knows the love that I have for you. I am convinced that my happiness will not be something that is on the forefront of God's plans. I am about to be 49 and I feel that I am getting very old. Are we really going to be together as one or is this just a possibility? All things are possible with God. I will always hold on to that belief but my heart is heavy. I have many questions in my mind and I am convinced that one day they will be answered. I will walk with the assurance of God's promise to me and will keep it in my heart. I know that the time that has gone by has caused me to wonder and I will keep my heart true to my love. I will keep this until the end. All things are possible with God, I keep this as my foundation scripture because God gave this to me when I didnt even know where it was but I knew it was possible. I believed in the Lord and he heard my cry.  Hve a good night tonight and be blessed. Good Night.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Good Evening

That was a wonderful night. I was so glad I had a ticket and also a front row seat. The baby was also good. I really enjoyed last evening. Next year you need to think about people like Spike Lee, Mae Jemison, Alan Dershowitz and some famous doctor.Try that to appeal to everyone. Your speaking series has become a great hit. You are very good at drawing talent to the neighborhood. Be blessed tonight and I will see you in the morning.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Today is a beautiful day. I will rejoice and be glad in it. I have another day to get things right. I am thankful that the Lord has found it agreeable to show me grace. Grace woke me up, grace helped me to dress my self and grace will see me through this day. Thank you Father for having me sit next to the right person in bible study so that I might have a ticket for tonight. Your blessings are abounding in my life. I am humbled by your grace. Lord help my children to clear their minds and heart to think clearly and answer all questions correctly. Also help all the children who are testing this week and next so that they will see success and not constant failure. Your love will see us through. Let us go out in the world today with confidence and courage. Be blessed today and be a blessing to someone special. I will see you today. I love you.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Good Night

Good Night my friend. Tonight I found out that I will be attending the event tomorrow night. Someone had an extra ticket and I was able to purchase it from them. I will have to get it at the door tomorrow. Austin and I will be there early.  Thank God for God's abiding grace. When we sin, he is able to forgive us. I have an early morning tomorrow so I will say good night.

Good Morning

 

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for waking me up this morning. I am walking in boldness today. My courage and my confidence are in you. Because of my faith in you Lord I can dare to be bold. Your freedom gives me the the courage and fearlessness that I need to tell Satan, you are defeated, you have been defeated by my God who reigns with Jesus forever and ever and ever. I take comfort knowing that the Lord is my helper and I will not fear or dread or be terrified. I walk with boldness and courage. I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus.I am complete in Him. My life has meaning because I choose to live a life worshipping God. Fear God and keep his commandments. That is my duty. Love the Lord God with all your heart. Let your light shine. Let God flow through you. Can anyone see you are a person of God? Let my purpose, values and priorities show that I am a woman living for God.

Have a blessed day today. Be a blessing to someone special. I love you.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Good Night

Well today was one of the best or should I say better days I have had at school in a long time. Maybe it was because we had testing in the morning, maybe it was that I only had one student show up for after school and that student was from another class. My thought is that I have had an opportunity to evaluate my relationship and my life with God. I was fasting today and I did in fact fast all day without telling anyone or letting anyone know that I was fasting. My day was uneventful. I was able to do some posters for the class and then go home. I am watching Al Gore's An Inconvenient Truth. What questions does this bring up. Many. What answers, none. Information is power, as knowledge is power.

I cant stop thinking about the bible study. I think about it because it is about David. One of the things that affects me is the fact that David was not a good family man. The next chapter tells us about how he handled his son's sexual violation to one of his daughters in a very poor manner. When I think about the passage where David committed adultery and then murder we can easily think that he though it OK for his son to feel that way and to do what he did but that is not the case. I think David is our ultimate human being. He loves the Lord. He magnifies the Lord. He is a champion of the Lord, but when it comes down to his own actions and his own off spring following the principles and the teachings of the Lord then we see the conflict. When ever it requires us to individually follow and depict the principles, it becomes a problem. David, after he meets Bathsheba and begins to deal with his children, from her and others, he realizes that, as children often do, they thrust our foibles in our face. They will act and react in any manner that we have in our past. Of course they know all of our sins and rely little on our accomplishments. David is one of my favorite Kings and also one of my most detested. His humanity towards women is disgusting.  He only takes Saul's family member as his wife to honor his allegiance to Jonathan. Not God. Then his wife, Bathsheba must endure the gossip and death of her husband to be with David on a legal and just way. His daughters cannot find any allegiance from him. His sons are basically denying him and he is thought to be the King. David is our human King and his allegiance to God is awesome and magnifying. But again he is a man and he has faults. I love him because of his courage and conviction. He knew what he wanted and went after after it, he is a man after my own heart. When ever I hear anything about David, I am always reminded that he is human and that he, just as I do, will make and has made, mistakes. So I know that when God calls us to complete a task that we should be faithful  and diligent until it comes to pass. Even if we grow tired or discontent. Our discouragement is only a way to block our path to God's vision and purpose in our life. If we grow weary the we have to call on God to rebuild his temple in us. Rebuild your temple in me LORD. Give me a renewed vision of how your plans and purpose are the ultimate goal in this world. Keep me focused.

There is a possibility that a I might get a ticket for Friday. I'm hoping, I'm hoping, I'm hoping.

Good Night and be blessed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am here to do God's will and to to remember to walk in integrity and have sound character while doing that. Lord I have been wondering about so many things. This world of ours often decrees sentences for the poor without their knowledge or understanding. Sometimes people know and will allow it to happen anyway. I think Uriah the Hittite knew what happened with David and his wife before he even came back to the palace. Talk travels swiftly, especially gossip about another man's wife. Maybe he felt that if the King wanted my wife then he should have her, he would deny nothing to his King. I believe there was talk because its very difficult to hide that. I think it devastated him and he was prepared to die. He brought his own death warrant, knowing that his wife was pregnant by the King and there was nothing he could do. God intervened on his behalf and convicted David. Father God during this Lenten season, convict me of my sins and forgive me. Forgive me for allowing distance to come between us. Forgive me for not treating every day and every encounter as a gift from you. I may have had doubts about marriage but I will not have doubts about you. I will trust you and believe you. I know that you have nothing but goodness and wholeness in my future. Together we can conqueror anything. If God be for us then who can be against us. Today is my corporate fast day. I will do my best to keep a twelve hour fast going. I love you today and everyday. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone special.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Good Night

Sometimes I think I am not suppose to speak and communicate. Maybe God has other plans right now and we are where we are suppose to be. You have many things to do and if I had been speaking and talking maybe we would be a couple trying to hide something. As it stands right now we are clean, with nothing to hide.Not that we dont have sin but that is not one of them right now.Grace and forgiveness. I am thanking God for putting a hedge of protection around you and around me.  I have my laptop now. I have my wireless connection too so I am connected anytime I want. Now you can really expect morning messages. Well, I'm tired, good night and see you in the morning.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Good Night My Friend

Sometimes I think you think that I dont know you are the best thing that happened to me. I know that you have so much to offer me and I dont mean just material things I mean that you have convinced me that my days will be so much more reflective and thoughtful with yo in my life. You will do things that are just what I like. After almost 3 years of a journal you have had a chance to get to know me and my quirks. You make me feel as if I will have spend time with a person who knows me inside and out and who still loves me. I believe that I will have surprises that are just what I like. You will make me feel so pampered in the spirit and in the mind. I know that you are the best thing going for me. You are a catch of a life time. You are so special to me. I would be devastated if I didnt get you to be my one and only. I love you. I know you are the best thing going for me. Better than all the rest and I am excited about the possibilities. My days are complete when I get to interact with you.

Have a blessed day.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Good NIght My Friend

Youneed me to believe. Believe like my life depends on it. Believe in the dream and the future. Believe that God has a future for me that is more better than this. This is not the best that God has for me. Believe that God loves me and that my happiness is important. Believing that God loves me helps me to know that you love me, and not like you love everyone else. I'm special. I'm important. I matter. Ups and downs, dont matter if we are committed.Committed we must be. Do not veer left or right, steady down the middle, a narrow path or a wide path, we walk it and we walk it together.

Good Night, my friend.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Good Night My Friend

Hello

Today was a very full day. We had to exchange my dad's car. His lease was coming up on the 15th so we had to trade it in. Now he has a purchase car. Same model, just a 2007. I have to get the other car to the rectory. I am thinking of having it towed. No one wants to drive it in for me.

How was your day today? It was a beautiful day. The weather was nice. We needed a warm day for a change. I'm tired and I will have to get ready for tomorrow. Especially since I'm losing an hour tonight.

Be blessed and have a beautiful evening. Speak from your heart.

Friday, March 9, 2007

Good MOrning

Good MOrning Lord. Thank you for another day. Life is not promised to any of us and I dont take one day for granted. Every day is a blessing from the Lord. Thank You for another day. I'm still here so ther's more for me to do. Glory be to your name Lord. I shall praise you in the morning, afternoon and evening. You are the lifter up of my head. When I sound discouraging to my self, you lift me up. You remind me that I am a child of God and that I am loved. Thank you for loving me.

Have a blessed day today and be a blessing to someone very special.

A Morning Prayer of Trust in God
A Psalm of David, when he fled from Ab'salom his son. 2 Sam. 15.13--17.22

1  LORD, how are they increased that trouble me!
        
Many are they that rise up against me.
2  Many there be which say of my soul,
        
There is no help for him in God.
Selah.
3  But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me;
        
my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.
4  I cried unto the LORD with my voice,
        
and he heard me out of his holy hill.
Selah.
5  I laid me down and slept;
        
I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.
6  I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people,
        
that have set themselves against me round about.
7  Arise, O LORD;
        
save me, O my God:
for thou hast smitten all mine enemies upon the cheek bone;
thou hast broken the teeth of the ungodly.
8  Salvation belongeth unto the LORD:
        
thy blessing is upon thy people.
Selah.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

Good Night My Friend

I am so embarrassed about some things that have happened with us. I blame it all on menopause. I have been so grumpy and frustrated. I have so many papers to grade and I will frequently put it off and that just builds more tension. I have students who just plain and simple get on my nerves and that upsets me because it doesn't fit into my plans of the perfect teacher or at least a concerned and good teacher. I eat too much sometimes. Some days I can eat all the right things and others I want to eat everything in sight. I have some serious issues and I wonder why God would do this to you. Why connect you with me. I am not perfect nor am I even the runner up for perfect. I am so messed up, tied up and tangled up in junk and stuff that I don't even know what to do sometimes. I am about to be 49  years old and that just messes with my head sometimes. I live in a multi generational house which is truly crazy sometimes. I work in a below poverty environment and I am feeling like I am fighting a losing battle. What was God thinking. Then there is you. I think you are very special. I believe that you have sacrificed so much and you have been straddled with me. We have something that is not going away and something that is not in our control. I know that for sure. I ask God what is it that I should do. What do I need to let go of. What is it that I am holding on to? What must I do to survive this thing that is happening and the answer is always something related to love and trust. Love and Trust. It always sounds so simple but its the hardest thing to do. Love and Trust. Let God be in Control. Trust God to do the right thing for you. I pray that you have a good night and that you love and trust someone, today. Good Night.

Pink&Yellow Gerbera

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Hello

My day is over for now. Papers to grade and lessons to do.

I think I will think about you while I eat my dinner. Salmon and salad. I did fast today. I had so fruit earlier. Now I did have some sookies. I gave up sweets for Lent and I had some cookies. I also had a double cheeseburger around 4:30. I just couldnt hold our. Tomorrow, I'll do better. This has been a stressful day. ISAT testing begins next week and they are stressing us to no end about these tests. Well back to work, rest, and reflecting on my poor behavior with my fasting.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Good Night My Friend

Sometimes we lose someone very close and it hurts, it comes as a surprise and we just arent ready. I had never been to a funeral at this church before. It was very emotional. I think because the person was so immportant. I didnt know him very well but I knew he was a very important part of many peoples lives. God knows our heart and he feels our loss.  How do ever get it to the point that none of this really matters anymore.What is important is the time we spend together and how we matter to each other. Live life to the fullest. I have made it another year. Another year and I'm still here. Glory be to God. Thank you Lord for another year. Good Night.

Good Morning

Good MOrning Lord. It has been a long morning. I have been up for quite some time. Lord, I know nothing is promised. Not even another day or another minute. I just want to praise you for all that you have done for me. For really making a way out of no way. For finding me when I was lost and loving me when you found me. Lord I just cant say enough about how you Love Me.My days seem short but when it comes down to it, I have no idea of the number so I have to live it as if this truly is the last day. Am I doing anything to please you Lord? Have I done something for the kingdom today? Is my worship for real? Can you touch my heart and find it to be true to you God? Sometimes the best way to prepare to receive something is to prepare for its loss.  Maybe I shouldnt be finding other options, but then again maybe I should. This job is not the only job in the world. I will put out some resumes and see what happens.

Have a blessed day and be a blessing to someone special.

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. another day to worship you and to love you. Another day to show honor and praise to you. We must love one another and love you. What is the depth of our love and what is the quality of our service? That's what Tavis Smiley said today. Be Socratic and examine our life. How iwll we examine our life and our purpose and our service. Where are we today in Black America? Interesting questions. Interesting answers. How do we fill in that dash?

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. another day to worship you and to love you. Another day to show honor and praise to you. We must love one another and love you. What is the depth of our love and what is the quality of our service? That's what Tavis Smiley said today. Be Socratic and examine our life. How iwll we examine our life and our purpose and our service. Where are we today in Black America? Interesting questions. Interesting answers. How do we fill in that dash?

Saturday, March 3, 2007

Hello

I'm home.

It has been a long day

I have been in St Charles since Friday. I remember this as being the Andersen Center. Its a huge place. The conference was good. Young Adult LiteratureI have some good ideas that I can take back tow school. I am going to get a laptop soon. Then I can have access whenever and wherever.

I'm babysitting now so I will get back to you later but I just want to say hello because its been two days, but who's counting. Me.

 

 

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