Thursday, June 30, 2005

Good Morning

Good Morning, Good Morning

God Bless You this morning. I thank God for waking me up this morning and allowing me another day to get it right and to worship Him.

I running late this morning, that probably doesn't surprise you. I just keep trying to spend time with the Lord and gain perspective on God's Lovingkindness and Forgivness.

I was drawn to Isaiah 63:11-14 where they seek the God who brought them through the sea. It reminded me of what you said in bible study about learning the bible and the way we were taught. This is the breathed out word of the living and most high God. It reminds us throughout the entire book of God's love for us and the miracles he has done. I believe in God and I believe in his miracles. I believe in his grace and love. I believe in Him. I know he is real. I revive my faith in Him daily.

"Yet, O Lord, you are our Father, We are the clay, you are the potter, we are all the work of your hand. Do not be angry beyond measure, O Lord; do not remember our sins forever. Oh, look upon us, we pray, for we are all your people." Isaiah 64:8-9

Have a blessed day today and remember Jesus loves you. I think you are awesome and I hope you overcome all obstacles today. You will do well today. Be blessed and really be a huge blessing to someone. Take Care. My heart goes with you today and everyday.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Good Morning

Good Morning Good Morning

What a beautiful day it is that the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it.

All praises and honor to the Most High God. He is Holy, Holy, Holy.

I was reading Jeremiah 1 this morning and I just ask God to put the words in mouth what I need to say. He knows the hairs on my head, He knew me in my mother's womb. I ask God to guide my steps and direct my speech. I pray that I can do the right thing in God's eyes. I want to soak up the word. Breathe the word in and in and in. I'm praying for His words to come through on what I should say and do. I pray for my steps to be ordered by God daily. I want to get this right.

I hope you had a restful night. I hope whatevre symptoms are bothering you are at peace or at least able to be contained somehow. I hope you have a good day today.

Take Cae and be blessed today. Enjoy your day. Don't work too hard. Follow the doctor's orders.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Good Night

I prayed all the way home that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. I asked God to have competent doctors examine you and evaluate you. I pray that the symptoms that are causing you distress cease all together. Any anurysms or tumors will be found or healed completely. I hope you aren't going through this all alone. You want to be strong and handle everything your way but let others help you. I wish I could help you. I don't like you going through this alone. I knew something was wrong, I just had a feeling something wasn't quite right.

Take care and be blessed. Your are a righteous man of God and God hears the prays of his people. Have a good night. Be blessed.

Good Morning

Good Morning, Good Morning

Nothing but God's blessings and grace to you this morning. May God bless you this morning and answer all of your sincere and heartfelt prayers.

"Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective." James 5:16

May God's grace minister to you and to me. I ask God to make me the person who can wait for an answer from Him. I give my Lord and Savior Jesus my concerns and frustrations and I pray earnestly that I can be patient for the answer and when it comes I am obedient 100 percent. Not 50 or 75 but 100 percent. Yes, Yes Lord I say yes to your will.

I pray that you have a good day today. I pray that you have patience and can wait on God to show up in your situation. You have a powerful prayer working on your behalf. I know you are a praying man. As the bible says, the prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. Your prayer are just that powerful and effective. Nothing but good will come from your prayers. The Lord has put prayers on my heart today. Nothing but prayers. Can we wait for God to answer prayers? Pray unceasingly to God.Blessed is the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you Lord for hearing my prayers.

I thought I had spent my time in prayer before I sat down at this computer but the Lord had other ideas for me. I pray that you have a good day today and be blessed.

I still look forward to seeing you this evening. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone today. My heart goes with you today.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Hello

Character

"...Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve... as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord." Joshua 24:15

"The thoughts, feelings and actions we participate in today form the kind of person we will be tomorrow." Unknown

Its amazing to see how much we try to push God and the church out of our legal system. A system that was based and established from those very commandments. I just think its a sad thing to remove the ten commandments from the court rooms. Though some courts don't seem to recognize the rights of certain individuals no matter what.

A very uneventful day for me. I met with the realtor and got a very nice presentation on how well she could sell my house. Oh well, we'll see.

Well I guess I need to get back to trying to clean out the garage.

How was your day today? I'm going to start putting in entries in the morning again. I think it helps me get started in a good way on my day. Its nice to wake up with you on my mind. Prayers and meditation time over and its on to the computer.

Have a very good evening and take care. Be blessed and be a big blessing to someone.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Living

"Suffering, pain, sorrow, humiliation, feelings of loneliness, are nothing but a sign that you have come so close to Jesus that He can kiss you." Mother Teresa

Hello. I was talking too long and missed my chance to say hello to you. I know you were very exhausted, it was so warm today. The humidity was very high.

I went to my dad's when I left church. He wants to hire me for the summer to help put in mirrored closet windows and some other stuff around the building. I know he just wants some company but the money will come in handy.

Well what can I say after today's sermon. Very good. Very, very good. I am assessing my assets. I just give every care in my life to God. I recognize I can't handle it myself and I just give myself to God. I turn it over to God. Make me who I need to be God. I am counting on God to do what he needs to do. I know he's able.

I going to listen to today's sermon again, it will refresh my spirit and renew my mind. Take Care and have a blessed evening. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. 

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Hi

Well I am a mobile, traveling person again. I really think forces are definately trying to keep me from you. Its like, if anything can go wrong it will go wrong. I don't know too many people in my area for  a ride except one family and I know they go to church but I don't think bible study. I'm just praying that if I don't use it too much that it will work just fine for two days into the city every week. At least I don't have to drive it every day into the city. I can give it a rest. It does have over 120,000 miles. I'm not being naive but I just have to keep a close eye on this car. I would like to get another 30,000 miles out this car. That's probably wishful thinking but I think I can.

Enough about my car. Its going to be just fine now and that's all there is to it.

How are you holding up in this heat? Staying cool somehow I hope. I bet last night was a lot of fun. I hate missing it. I was at both of them last year. I bet the bike giveaway was really nice. Children need something to do for the summer. You are a blessing to the community.

I'm looking forward to being in the house of the Lord tomorrow and the fact that you will be there is nice too. Take Care and have a blessed evening. Good Night.

Friday, June 24, 2005

Sad

I don't have transportation for tonight. I won't be there.

Good Morning

Good Morning. What a beautiful day. God has blessed me one more day.

Today we meet with a real estate agent to get a fair market value of our home.

I listened to Jesse Duplantis - Possess your Vision, have faith, courage, self esteem.

Then some of Joyce Meyer- move away, leave stuff that's not good for you.

Lots to think about.

Have to get ready for our meeting,

Be Blessed. Enjoy your day and I will see you later.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Good Night

Sometimes when I write an entry it just goes away when I press sent. That's what happened tonight. I think when that happens that it must have been something I shouldn't have said. So I'm starting over with positive words of affirmations.

Hello. How was your day? My day went OK. The fair was crowded but I gave out ten resumes. Nothing but positive  words and thoughts.

Well I guess I had better say good night then, I don't want to say anything wrong and I just want to say good night. Be blessed and have a good night sleep. No worries, no concerns. Turn it over to God.

Good Morning

Good Morning and God Bless You.

"I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord. They will be my people, and I will be their God, for they will return to me with all their heart." Jeremiah 24:7

Today I am going to the job fair. I am blessed going in and blessed coming out. I pray for favor with the principals and with the interviewers.

Take care and I will talk with you soon. Be blessed and have a very blessed day.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Hi

Since writing the last pitiful note I have been really thinking about stuff again.

I hate sounding so self centered. I havent told you all the things going on and I just think it sounds more like a poor pitiful me barage of stuff. I don't want to get you involved in my stuff, You have enough of your own stuff to be concerned with. I don't want to be a burden to you or make you think I expect you to get me out of my own mess. Suffice to say, everything is not wonderful.

I'm just trying to keep a roof over our heads and to do that I have to work. My mother is retired and filing for bankruptcy  right now. They are trying to take our house to pay her bills since she and I are co owners of the house. If I can keep making payments on time then there's a good chance we can keep it. My brother lives with us, he had a heart attack last year and he drives a cab. Business is not good and he rarely has his share for the mortgage. My mother, who's an orphan and has no other family,  pays her share irregular as well. I am required/responsible for making sure the mortgage gets paid on time. I don't want them to take my house. I sound self centered. But we need someplace to live. I have my daughters to think of and I'm not trying to put my mother and brother out. Is this the only house in the world, no. But our situation is bleak and the options are few. We are just trying to hold on to what we have.

Am I concerned about worldly things. I try not to be, but I don't want to lose my home. I struggle to make the payments and I don't even know if that is going to be enough now. They want the house to pay her bills. Part of me says take the house, lets sell it and just split any equity and go our separate ways. Another says fight to keep it, we need to keep our family together. I have personally put so much money into this house.New roof, new windows, etc. I just seem to always have some crisis going on. I don't want you involved in this stuff. I have told no one about this. I don't even know why I'm telling you now. I just want you to know why I think my family needs me. I'm the only able body person with a chance of earning an income to help my family out. If I continue to pay our note on time then I think we will be able to keep the house. That is my biggest concern, and that's why I continue to do what I do. I'm just trying to work it out where my family is concerned.

I just wanted you to know what was really concerning me now.

Good Afternoon

Hello Hello Hello.

I have been thinking, and thinking and thinking about what you said in bible study and I just keep going over and over it. As I'm cleaning out stuff, packing my bags seems quite easy to do. Just move out and start a new life. Teach Sunday School., be and integral part of the church.  I wouldn't know where to begin teaching Sunday School. I would probably do so much research and planning that they would think they are in a college class. How do I move from here to there? What are the steps involved? Jsut do it you probably say. But people depend on me for this house and their home.If I leave them what are they going to do? That would be cruel and certain destruction for them. They depend on me. How do I take care of them and take care of me? I so fucused on doing it all myself. I have to let go and let God do it. I pray for a positive solution  None of us are getting any younger. Life keeps going by. God's will succeed with or without me. I try to be sincere and truthful from the heart. I don't know what the future holds. I do think its more positive than negative with you. From the heart this is the most difficult thing I have ever had to do. Choose life and happiness for me or stay stuck and unhappy. The choice seems obvious the results affect many people close to me.

I have to go to the grocery store before my daughter leaves for work. She needs the car.They depend on me for so much.

Take Care and be blessed. My heart and my mind stay on you.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Godly Conviction

I had a quiet ride home. I was convicted by need for convience to serve God. I  procrastinate, I am self centered, I am moody and I do give excuses. I wonder what God can do with me. I know God spoke to my heart about you and me. I don't go to church just to see you, I go because I need Jesus.I know I need Jesus. I know God spoke to my heart and I plan to stay the course and stay committed. I don't know what I am suppose to do but I know its there. Some revelation, some understanding, something that will make everything ok  I don't want to say I'm going to do this or I'm going to do that. I just want to be in the ministry that God needs me in doing what God needs me to do, where ever it is.  I am committed to this church and I am commited to the dream and vision.

Have a good night and be blessed.

Hello

Today I have tried to begin a really big clean up. Cleaning out the garage. I'm trying to organize the girls stuff and my stuff. Some stuff has been there since we moved here. Some stuff just got put there and never picked up again. I'm hoping to throw away alot of stuff. So Tuesday and Wednesday are garage cleaning day. Hopefully I will make a true dent in the process.

Thursday there is a career fair I plan to attend. Friday Jazz in the Park.

Take Care and see you later. 

Monday, June 20, 2005

I'm Back on the Road Again

After waiting most of the day it turned out to be over 500 for the car. They wanted another 300 but I told them that would just have to wait.Lord knows I need my car.

I'm just thankful it happened after I finished teaching. Now I give the car a break. It doesnt have to travel back and forth to the city everyday. One crisis averted.

Well, day one of my "vacation/job hunting" time. I'm just going to make the best of this. What ever happens happens. I think I am drained right now. Relief that its over and apprehension about what's next. What's next? Relationship 101.

Well, spend your evening being positive and get a good night sleep, you've had a very busy week and its not letting up.

Be Blessed and continue to be a Blessing to someone, anyone, everyone. Good Night.

 

Good Morning

Good Morning, Good Morning.

This is the day that the Lord has made, Let us rejoice and be glad in it.

"Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you.

Show me the was I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Rescue me from my enemies, O Lord, for I hide myself in you.

Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; ,may your good Spirit lead me on level ground." Psalm 143:8-10

Yesterday was a busy day. My father, nephew, aunt, two cousins and their father were at church yesterday. My father has not been to a church service, besides a funeral, in over a decade, probably three decades. I was surprised he said yes when my cousin asked him. If I had asked it would have been a big fat no. Once he heard the other people would be there he thought he should come too. Blessed be the name of the Lord.

My car is really acting up now. I have to take it to the dealer. Electrical problems, gear shif problems, battery problems. Something. I have to find out what it is. I don't want to be without a car. I just thank God that car allowed me to go to work and back before it started acting up really badly. Now I'm just concerned about the problem and what they plan on charging me. An arm, a leg or both.

Well, I'm off to the dealer, pray that it is just something very simple and it can be done quickly.

Thank you for the kiss yesterday. A kiss can brighten the cloudiest day and make it all better. Thank you. Have a good day today and I will let you know the results of the car situation. Be Blessed and be a Blessing to Everyone around you today.

 

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Good Morning

"...Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.

Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied.

Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh.

Blessed are you when men hate you, when they exclude you and insult you

and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man.

Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how thier fathers treated the prophets." Luke 6:20-23

All blessing and honor to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

I know yesterday was a busy day for you. I tried to find coverage of the rally in the news but was unable to locate anything. By the time I completed all of the things for checkout it was almost 2pm. I packed up all of my stuff and drove home. I was feeling very much like a failure with my containers in the back of my car and no prospects for a job. I had given my all but it just wasn't good enough. All of my training, geared for a different population, just didnt seem to matter in this environment. I know I didnt have any seniority but I also know that this was a tough, and challenging assignment and I just feel as if I didnt meet the challenge, I failed. I learned some things about myself during this time also. One thing I did do was stick it out. I could have left and that was the end of it. I heard many others had done that. I decided to stick it out. It was probably the hardest job I have ever had. Harder than the military. But now its over. I pray my next assignment is better.

Today is the hunger walk. It looks like a beautiful day. I've been up since 4:30. Some things are going on with my Mom so I won't be at the walk. I will miss not being there. I enjoy spending time with you in any endeavour.

Be blessed and truly be a blessing to someone. Have a good day.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Hello

I listened to you tonight and I thought you did a great job. You did a great job and the conversation seemed to spark interest to make people want to do something and isnt that the goal, to make us want to do something.

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." Psalm 46:1

You did very well and I enjoyed listening to you this week.

I will not be able to leave until 12 noon tomorrow. I will still attend the rally. Parking is my only concern. I pray for a good turnout.

I know there is a God, my Lord and savior Jesus Christ hates oppression and injustice. Because he hates these thing he will join with those who fight against oppression and injustice.  I believe God is with us in this fight for Sudan and I know that steady pressure will get results. Some things are being done.

Good Night and God Bless. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Hello

Tonight I called in. You sounded a little nervous. Maybe all the controls and dials and stuff is more than you want to bother with. All in all I think it was a good show but then I am bias. I think you do well with most endeavours.

Countdown to one hour on Friday and then off for eight weeks. I relying on God to help me find another job and I'm just not going to worry about it.

I look forward to seeing you on Friday.

Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. You did a good job tonight. The discussion was very good.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Now You are a Professional

Now that you have had your second show and it was a success you are officially a Pro. Especially now that you have people calling in with off the wall stuff, not related to the topic at all. Some people just want to vent, and that's what it sounded like she was doing. I'm not sure what that was related to other than pastor bashing and the criminal court system.

I think part of the plight of assistance for Africa is that people have always heard of Africa needing assistance. They have become our traditional poor and we are used to seeing them poor and starving. I know that some people think they can just give some money and the problem will go away. Its so large and the problems are so complex that most people just look the other way and say Oh well, there's nothing we can do to make a change. It hasnt changed for years and its not going to change now. Keeping the status quo just the way it is.

Well sir, I will listen tomorrow, I think you are doing a good job. You continue to give us food for thought and you keep the conversation moving.

This is my last week so I am very excited and busy with end of the year stuff. Today was the eighth grade graduation. They looked very nice. For some of them this is the only graduation they will be a part of. Over half will drop out of high school. Sad.Very Sad.

Well, its been a long day and tomorrow is the last full student day so we will have a party. A small party.

In the meantime, be blessed and be a blessing to someone. Good Night.

 

Monday, June 13, 2005

Great Show

You did a good job! There was a good discussion going on about the seclusion of  poverty. There was a good discourse and good tension between you and the audience. Nothing too dramatic but just enough to keep the conversation going. I found it very interesting and I noticed the time went by quickly. I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I liked what you said about not giving the devil anymore attention, or something like that. You are strong man and your faith in God is evident with your walk. You walk the talk. If you say you will try, then I know you will. Excellent job. Take Care and Be Blessed.

Trust

"Trusting God sometimes means learning to rest in His silence." Cynthia Heald

"God can do wonders with a broken heart if you give Him all the pieces." Victor Alfsen

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18

"Be still, and know that I am God..." Psalm 46:10

Lots of things going on and nothing really good to speak of.

I'm looking forward to listening to you on the radio tonight. I don't usually listen to the radio so this ought to be interesting. If you are doing it, it will be great.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Blessings

Nothing but blessings for me today. Service was such a blessing. All of my most favorite soul searching songs. Words of encouragement that reassure me I have a right to run to the Lord.

Thank you Jesus. Thank You Jesus.I know I can make it because I have Jesus. No matter what I'm going through as long as I have Jesus I have peace and joy. Unspeakable Joy. Life and More abundant life. His Love is Everlasting. I need God's love with me. I will hasten to his throne. Yes I will hasten to His Throne.

I don't know what the future has in store for me but I'm sure its things to bless me and not to hurt me. I release control of my future in God's hands. I release control to God. I submit to his will. Less of me and more of God's will. I say yes to God. Yes God. Yes God.

My heart need to be touched by God today and he touched it. My mind needed peace and God gave it to me. My worries went away and the Lord lifted them.

What ever happens I have trusted God to guide my steps. I trust in the Lord to lead me where I should be.

I leave you with my heart and I say good night. Five more days then this is over. I can't wait. Be Blessed and Be a blessing to someone.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Preparations

Today I finished calculating my grades. They are due Monday. I had 6, 7th and 8th grades for reading and science. No more grading papers until August. Time to renew and reflect.

The truth of the matter is I am looking forward to this more each day. This is really something to look forward to now. The end of school. I know why teachers need the summer off. They have to get their balance back. OK, back to having a positive attitude.

Less indifference, more attention. More focus and just more attention.

I hope you had a good day. I hope you are feeling better. I am feeling better. Have a good night and I look forward to seeing you in the morning.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Nothing but positive words out of my mouth.  I'm looking forward to a relaxing summer. I have one more week to go. Job hunting is coming along just fine. I have a few good leads and I hope to be able to follow through on them.

I'm not going to worry, its just a job. I didn't really like this school that much so it won't be a big loss. It was the students attitude that discouraged me the most.

New focus, less stress, more intesting things to do. Must keep a positive attitude. I found out today that I won't be coming back next school year either. It's not that big of a loss. I know I will find something else and I will be alright. I had a little experience with some really tough kids and I'll be prepared for the next group. I have a new attitude. I'm not that distressed about it.

I have to go pick up my daughter. Have a good evening and Take Care.

Thursday, June 9, 2005

End of the Year

Well, it is now official. My principal was trying to keep me assigned but she couldn't . I am one of the thousands of teachers recently fired.She doesnt know if I will be assigned next year until she is able to beging hiring for the next school year. We do have 3 teachers retiring so there might be a chance. Its back to pounding the pavement. They have screwed up my paycheck and I havent gotten paid for three weeks now. I wont be teaching summer school either. Since I'm no longer assigned to her school she can't give me an assignment for the summer. I wont know until July if I will be coming back. In the mean time of course I will be looking for another job.  This has been quite the learning experience. This weas very challenging.

I don't want to come across indifferent and self asorbed. I know that this is not the only job in the the world and I will survive the job hunting process again. It just get tiresome. Even a bad job is better than no job at all.

My goal is to really assess where I am now with my possibilites. There is much at stake every where and I don't want to have blinders on and miss my opportunity.

Well, I hope you had a better day and an enjoyable evening. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. Good Night.

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Hello

Hello, how was your day? Mine was ok.

I've been thinking that I have to humble myself more to you. I think that's the main problem with me. Humble myself. Submit. Somehow, someway. I will figure this out.

Tuesday, June 7, 2005

Good Night

I spent my drive home in silence. Going over the evening's teachings. No one is more passionate about faith and believing than you. You truly inspire me to stay strong and believe. I know you are strong and solid in your faith. You keep me striving for more in my relationship with God.  I know you are going to be all right with or with out me. So will I.  I pray that its with me, one of the thing's that touched my spirit during the silence was, this is a man who is going to be in my life for a very long time. Our lives are connected. I was just hit with that realization when I quiet trying to listen to God and that jsut popped up, This is someone who will be in your life for a long time. It was just like a fact, a statement being made. I feel like I have to keep trying and just humble myself mor to God. I know God has plans for me and they are good plans. All things will work together for God's good. Faith keeps me with hope. Take Care and have a good evening.

Good Morning

Godd Morning, Good Morning. Thank you Lord for blessing us one more day. Thank you Lord for one more day.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declared the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declareds the Lord, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."  Jeremiah 29:11-14

Plans for hope and a future.Call upon the Lord in prayer. The Lord will bring me back from the place. I am diligently working my way back from exile.

I have faith in the Lord and I have to keep waliking in faith.

I woke up early to enter a message. I knew I missed yesterday and I didnt want to miss today. I had a dr appt then I didnt get a chance to get on the computer, someone was always on it so I decided to get on early in the morning.

Be blessed and have a good day. I will be at bible study.

Sunday, June 5, 2005

Faith without works is dead

Faith without works is dead. I can say I have faith but unless I activate it by doing God's will, or my attempting my goal or anything,  then its not really faith. Step out on faith. Really step out on faith. Visualizing where I would like to be, who I would like to be with and believing that I will get there is important. Step out on faith.

Saturday, June 4, 2005

Unity

It can be scary to have God at work in my life but it becomes more of a comfort than a fear. Sometimes you don't have any idea how you are going to do something but you know something good must be done.

I know all the things happening in my life are for a reason and that together they have to work for the positive. Car problems, job problems, they are all external. The long haul, the final word, the ultimate last word on anything is God. I leave it in his hands.

Good Night and God Bless. Unity Mass in the am. I'll be there.

Friday, June 3, 2005

Thankful for Today

 Hello, Hello, Hello

I give thanks to God for today. I just have to give Jesus all of the credit for today. I am truly gateful for today.

Nothing extraordinary. Nothing strange. Just the hum drum everyday stuff. I thank God for a normal, plain day.

Thank you, Lord for ordinary. The best is yet to come. Good things are coming my way. God has plans for me and the best is yet to come.

What a blessing today. Be blessed and I hope you had a good day.

I'm listening to  "Have You Built a Wall?" I want to walk in God's will and I don't want to be defeated.  I was meant to win, and I plan on winning. Enjoy your evening and remember this is date night.

 

                                                                               

Thursday, June 2, 2005

An Odd Day

Today was strange. I had no problems driving in. Traffic was good. When I got to the school MY DOOR Wouldn't close.  I kept trying and trying to close it and this little bar was in the way. Here I am , where I am, and I have to go into school and leave my car open. I asked a few people to help and nothing worked. I was devastated. I had to take my class and worry about my car. I told the security guards about it and they tried and they were able to fix it. Today was also career day and we had visitors all morning. I am so ready for this to be over. Ten days and counting.  

On my ride home I wonder what I'm going to say today that is going to be different. Sometimes I just wonder how this is even still happening. What can I say that's different, Maybe I don't need to be different just consistent and innovative. Willing to take a risk. To step out of my comfort zone. To have a paradigm shift. See things in a new light.

Well, enjoy your evening, be blessed, and take care.

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

My Walk

 

Hello, today was the last day of my class. Everyone was meeting at a pizza place instead of class. I didnt go because I wasnt feeling up to it. We counted on the calender that its ten more school days then freedom.I'm just believing God to follow this through. I'm very anxious for this to be over. The kids have pretty muched checked out mentally. Most of them are saying they don't even plan on coming next week and we are in school all of next week. We don't officially end until the 17th.

I'm trusting God for everything in my life. I won't plan anything anymore without consulting Him first. Everything I plan doesn't seem to happen. I just have to continue to believe that there is a sure and certain promise for me. I believe that I am forgiven and I will be successful. I have to believe. I keep having faith. As in John 21, they fished all night and caught nothing but when Jesus came they didnt even recognize him but he told them to throw the net out and they did.Once they caught the big catch they realized then it was Jesus. I just have to keep throwing the net out and eventually it will catch. With much love and sincerity, Good Night.

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